Meredith Brooks – Bitch

I hate the world today, your so good to me
I know but I can’t change
Tried to tell you, but you look at me like
Maybe I’m an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet, yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you’d be so confused, I don’t envy you
I’m a little bit of everything all rolled into one
I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean you’ll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And I’m going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change and today won’t mean a thing
I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way
Just when you think you’ve got me figured ou
tThe season is already changing
I think it’s cool you do what you do
And don’t try to save me
I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way
I’m a bitch, I’m a tease
I’m a goddess on my knees
When your hurt, when you suffer
I’m your angel undercover
I’ve been numb, I’m revived
Can’t say I’m not alive
You know I wouldn’t want it any other way

In school

Now i’m in the boring school trying to get some work done – alone. and yes, i did some work (i mean amendments and some findings). =) i added in all the legend to my graphs for my result of my surveys and i’m writing the conclusion from the results i got. yeah.. boring but i stil have to do it. jus met up with my supervisor and he’s quite alright with my storyboard, which means i can start my coding once i have finish installing my SQL Server 2005 Express (i’m still d/l it now.. and it’s only 75% done and it’s still moving.. =X so slow!!) and then i can sign out and get out of this place.. yAY.. sometimes i like sch though.. it’s only sometimes.. cos i love the lib.. i love the sq.. i can do my work w/o ppl sitting beside me kpkb (even though there are some guys beside me now kpkb but i’m listening to my music..). my supervisor say meanwhile i can dun amend my TOR.. i have to start to do my database!! otherwise there wun be enough time for me to finish cos i will just keep concentrating on my design instead of the whole thing… i’m a design person though. so i need to complete my coding and sees that everything fixes before i do flash blah.. i’m stil not sure whether there is a need for WHY-WHY diagram. cos my supervisor say can leave it out. and this sem, the report’s weightage is about 30% whereas last sem is 50%.. lol.. alright, i need to get back to work.. sigh..