Busy Day.

“We are meant for each other, aren’t we?” he used to say that to me. When it’s over let it be over. I could sense the happiness in him. and i’m happy now. happy working. Isn’t it great? At least she knows how to sing the songs you like so much. At least you went there with her. At least she kept you accompany. She’s the miss. right you are looking for. I’m not the one you are looking for. Sometimes, i find relationship very tiring. i don’t know what got into me. really i don’t. i feel like quitting school and slog all my life for money. yes. money. the most imp thing in life for one to survive. i’m so scare when i got no money. i’m so scare i would starve to death. when i fail, everyone will be mocking at me for my stupidity. when i fall, everyone will just watch me fall. when i die, everyone simply don’t care cause i’m simply no one to them. yes, i know i’m stupid. life is nothing but money. why did ppl work so hard for? isn’t it for money? i’m so scare.. scare of being poor. that’s the time when ppl will look down on me. i need money and not boyfriend. love doesn’t make me survive, but money does.

As usual, i start work at 12noon today.. so busy today.. hahaha. so i take over bar at ard 2plus today and all the way until 8plus when it’s so busy and abd is the only person doing servicing.. so Erin said she will do closing for bar and i help abd with servicing. so i sweep the floor and mop the floor.. refill the sugar bowl and wipe the salt and pepper.. when i was doing bar, i was so bz until i don’t have time to think.. so amin came to help me with the frappe cos i’m so slow with it. and i jammed some drinks.. hahaha.. =X can’t help it lah.. i can’t manage if there is many hands inside.. so suzy told me she miss me cos she likes to disturb me.. so bad one she.. hahaha. but it’s fun working with them even though i’m always the chinese left in the end.. i was suppose to be attached to sue for the bar but it always end up i’m the only one doing.. -_- i made oreo frappe, mighty joe young, macadamia nut frappe.. milkshakes.. lol.. honey latte.. blah blah blah.. =) i made lattes more.. i’m getting on.. but for the frappe still a bit messy.. nana say i’m a fast learner.. btw, today it’s my second time doing bar man.. hahaha.. i still haben learn how to do closing for bar.. i will learn it soon i guess.. =) tml i will be learning housekeeping.. hahaha.. =X sigh.. Erin asked me whether i’m going to nana’s hse on sun for hari raya.. but nana nvr told me.. so i don’t know..