Will you guys stop whatever you are saying and stop creating trouble for me. enough is enough though. and i realised. when xiumei and rudy posted their comments here.. they are together.. well.. i don’t really care about that anymore.. it’s out of my mind from today onwards.. i feel like knocking my head against the wall.. it’s very stressing.. sometimes i really don’t know lah.. it’s unfair for duckie cos i keep thinking about my 1st r/s.. sometimes i keep thinking of breaking up with him since i always make him sad and stuffs.. sometimes i feel i’m hopeless.. beyond cure.. i’m very sad last nite.. i keep crying.. i really don’t know wat to do.. and i don’t feel like talking to anyone anymore.. leave me alone.. leave my blog alone too.