My prayer

it is very annoying to me that on both occasions i went to see a doctor for my unknown reason for itchy-ness.. everyone seems to ignore me.. damn.. did i pay the doctors to ignore me? wtf? and i’m still damn fucking itchy all over my body.. thought i could complain to my sis but i forget today is wed.. time for clubbing.. and off she went.. sigh.. he came to see me.. haha.. in my most pathetic state.. =) sigh.. but that doesn’t help.. i’m still itchy.. duckie came this afternoon to acc me to see doc at jurong polyclinic.. and the doc just gave me some pills to stop my itchy-ness and calamine lotion to apply.. i was wondering each time i took a bus will i scare those ppl off? hahaha.. i’m getting very frastrated when i tried so hard to scratch my back and i can’t bloody reach.. zzz.. and it happened just b4 christmas.. how nice will it be to stay at hm and sing christmas carol to tooty?fantastic.. =) i’m trying so desperately for the itchy-ness to go away.. but it just wouldn’t go.. help~~~ i’m so ugly now.. and if i don’t get well i can’t work.. if i can’t work.. i got no money.. so god, pls help me.~~~ red patches.. red patches.. the med doesn’t work on me..