4th day of rashes

i have took some pics of my disgusting rashes again.. haha.. and this is worse than the other few days.. and i’m really very frustrated by this unknown cause of rashes.. and the worse part is.. it just wouldn’t stop feeling itchy.. sigh.. FINALLY.. my mama know my pressence.. hahaha.. and she asked me to use boiling water + those chinese rice wine and press against my affected areas (which is almost my WHOLE body..sigh) this afternoon was ok.. now even my face was affected and.. yes, it’s very disgusting.. hahaha.. and i still gotta work tml.. how nice.. bleahz.. i guess i have to stay indoors for awhile bahz cos my mama say don’t go outside to have the cold wind blowing at me.. sigh.. that’s very pathetic.. and i saw this FCUK jacket which suits me so damn nice and it was the design i wanted long long time ago.. but it costed about $129.. i have to consider it first b4 i make any impulse decision.. hahaha.. i think i better had the whole bottle of calamine lotion pour on my body.. ahah.. or i eat all the pills to stop the itch.. it’s really killing me.. i’m feeling paranoid again.. i better go slp soon b4 i go crazy… mayb i will post my disgusting pic tomolo.. haiz..