MC again? nopE..

Thank god, my rashes subsided a bit more and it’s obviously better than ytd.. =) the doctor gave me a, yes, stronger atarax.. and.. it’s itchy still. now, my arms is itchy.. my leg is itchy.. but den it’s whole lot better than everywhere oso itchy.. kekez..

Was suppose to work today.. but i went down to TCC and told wati i’m still so fucking itchy (of cos without the fucking).. and i can’t help to scratch it.. so she told me to get an MC for today and so i took a train back to jurong and wait.. wait for duckie to acc me to go see doc.. and while waiting.. the rashes on my leg is gone thus, the doc refuse to give me MC.. oh well.. and the itch came back after i stepped out of the clinic.. wtf? i was thinking, mayb i shd move to the polyclinic and stay there.. so my rashes wun appear anymore.. =) lol. den i gotta call back TCC and tel amin and he say no need to go back.. so i went hm.. change into some thing better.. and went to duckie‘s hse and make the t-rex model.. haha.. and den i had dinner at his hse.. and cont to do my t-rex and watch tv at the same time.. and den went hm at 11pm..

i wanna go club tml.. drink n drink n drink. i wanna drop dead. so ppl leave me alone. i’m better off without anyone.

i m losing myself. when will i be able to find myself back?