It’s a new yr today. Thus, should everything start anew now? The passed past was about me & him and now it’s me & duckie. i cannot pretend that i don’t miss him but, at the same time.. life is so unfair.. i don’t know what to say and i don’t know what to do. everything seems so bad. and so, i went out with him ytd. kbox. i suggested it cos i suddenly have the urge to sing. but then does it really matter who suggest what? to find him as a friend was nothing wrong. friend. and so, duckie‘s friend saw us. so what i went out with him? so why does his friend told him stupid thing like “u better watch out.” thanks for his friend’s unnecessary “concern” but then i sure know what i am doing. i’m so tired now.. duckie‘s showing me his black face today.. i almost told him, if he’s not happy to go out with me today.. we might as well go home.. what for spoil each other’s mood.. and we didn’t really talk to each other for at least an hr.. oh well.. why do i have to talk about unhappy things now when it’s a happy occasion? so today yi hui treat me saskae sushi! haha. he owed me cos of our bet. lol. so we went to heeren. lol. took some pics.. i will upload tml.. currently, me & duckie is back to normal already. but that doesnt mean anything. i m so damn fucking tired now. hahaha. went to TCC at clake quay to eat cos brenda told me to go and disturb her. lol. so i went. den me and duckie ordered macaroni & chicken wings & some drinks. ok lah.. and that abd, keep disturb me. lol. think i better stop my crap and get to bath now. haha.

my new yr’s resolution:
* finish my FYP by next week
* make an attempt to go church!
* earn more money so that i can do my passport
* to go overseas
* to pack my table (cos it’s in a super duper mess now)
* learn something new
* make more new friends.. LOL.. duh
* ask those ppl in TCC stop calling ah lian (LOL)