Me and duckie might be changing our mind to Bangkok instead cos i scare i can’t save up enough money for the hong kong trip and bangkok is much more cheaper. we are planning to go on the 19th-22th march 2006. =) we are now looking for the cheapest airline and hotel. planning ahead. cos we wanna have fun and spend more money on shopping instead. =) i’m going to have my passport done end of this mth start of next mth cos it will be public holiday next mon. =)

You said you made me and you break me
You said it ain’t hard to shake me
Uh huh, uh huh
You threw me ever since you’ve taken me down
You came like a rainy grey Monday
I prayed like it was a Sunday
You say, you say
But I won’t run away, I’ll be standing my ground
Seen all the screaming and fighting
Lived through the screaming and lying
I’m fine, you can’t deny
I’m unbreakable
Unstoppable
I’m invincible
Come on bring it to me
Cuz I’m always gonna be
Unbreakable
Reliable
Undeniable
Come on give it to me
Cuz I’m always gonna be unbreakable
Don’t need the diamond cards or cold cash
Don’t need to sell my soul so don’t ask
Uh huh, uh huh
Took a pass on the pass I’d be leaving right now
Newsflash, I’m causing a commotion
Jump back, I’m poetry in motion,
Think fast, talk trash
Well I ain’t talking back but I’m calling you out
No time for fussing and fighting
Lived through the screaming and the lying
I’m fine, you can’t deny
I’m unbreakable
Unstoppable
I’m invincible
come on bring it to me
Cuz I’m always gonna be
Unbreakable
Reliable
Undeniable
Come on give it to me
Cuz I’m always gonna be unbreakable

Newsflash, I’m causing a commotion
Jump back, I’m poetry in motion,
I’m fine, you can’t deny
I’m unbreakable
Unstoppable
I’m invincible
Come on bring it to me
Cuz I’m always gonna be
Unbreakable
Reliable
Undeniable
Come on give it to me
Cuz I’m always gonna be unbreakable
Unstoppable
I’m invincible
Come on bring it to me
Cuz I’m always gonna be
Unbreakable
Reliable
Undeniable
Come on give it to me
Cuz I’m always gonna be unbreakable
I will be unbreakable
Unbreakable
I will be unbreakable

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
just a qns to ask. r u n yuxiang gonna block me in msn for life?

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
..depends….

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
why did ull block me?

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
bcos of sze tien rite?

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
not he told us to do….is our own thinking..

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
but it’s bcos of him rite?

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
den why did u guys block me?

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
like what he said i treated him like shit?

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
its like dun like the characteristic

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
the characteristic of wat?

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
mine character?

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
yes

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
den what about my character u guys dun like?

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
becos we think that u r like a female version of derek

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
me?

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
derek?

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
what makes u guys think so?

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
that i used sze tien?

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
we thinks that u are using everyone like dk..

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i m using everyone like derek does?

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
like how?

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♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
too much to say….and yx thinks that u somehow affects his friendship with donald

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
me.

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
so that’s the reason he’s not talking to donald?

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
nothing is too much to say if u r willing to say.

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
when i asked u.. u kept silence.

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
and next time i know is u n him blocked me

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset. says: so that’s the reason he’s not tal ing to donald—-> he said it was donald who was not willing to talk to him

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
reali?

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
abt that

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i seriously dunno abt it

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
all i knew was yx n him wasn’t talking

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
he told me they used to be quite good frens then u came into the pic, donald suddenly become weird and nv tok to him anymore

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
and i’m not the one asking him not to talk him

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i swear

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
ic

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i got ask him why he didn’t talk to him

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
he din ans me

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
so i din say anything

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
u mean u ask donald or yx

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
donald

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i know they are close

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
when u guys are sitting behind us at the convention hall that day

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
after ull left

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i asked him

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
but he didn’t say anything

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i did not stop him from making frens or talking to his frens

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
it’s his freedom

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
then what could be the reason that they suddenly become strangers?

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i reali dunno

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
seriously i reali dunno

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
yx told me at times he try to say hi to him but he like siam or feign ignorance

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
reali meh?

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
i think so

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i nvr see that at all

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
all i know was donald didn’t talk to him

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i was as curious as u r man

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
that was already few mths back

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
ic

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
when i asked him

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
he didn’t say anything

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i can’t force him

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
ok

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
that thing. i reali have no idea

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i nvr talk to donald abt yx at all

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i nvr talk to donald abt t07 at all

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
and i still see donald talking to his classmates

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
the only person i talk to him was sze tien

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
no one else

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
nvm later i check with yx the details about donald

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
ic….

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i reali have no idea

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
k i noe
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
i was kinda upset that u guys block mefonoreasons
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
when i asked sze tien
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
he say that u guys blocked me bcos ull feels that i treated him like shit and i was using him
♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
that could be one of the reason

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
anyway i preparing go sch liao

♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】
bb
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
ok

Surface stuffs are hard. especially when they refused to talk. from the edwin‘s conversation.. he feels that it’s my characteristic that ruin everything including the things between yu xiang and duckie. when i asked duckie about it, he said yu xiang blocked him.. below was the conversation i had with duckie and the above is the one i have with edwin. i don’t know. as confused as ever.

(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
can i ask u a qns
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
?
(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕).Creativetec.™(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕)Homeless Child…(7 Mths 10 Days]
what qns?
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
can u tell me why
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
u no longer talk to yu xiang?
(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕).Creativetec.™(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕)Homeless Child…(7 Mths 10 Days]
coz he also block me from msn
(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕).Creativetec.™(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕)Homeless Child…(7 Mths 10 Days]
i nv see him online
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
what abt when u see him?
(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕).Creativetec.™(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕)Homeless Child…(7 Mths 10 Days]
seldom see him liao
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
reali
(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕).Creativetec.™(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕)Homeless Child…(7 Mths 10 Days]
see him just smile smile only
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
is it?
(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕).Creativetec.™(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕)Homeless Child…(7 Mths 10 Days]
y
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
nvr say hi?
(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕).Creativetec.™(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕)Homeless Child…(7 Mths 10 Days]
he does not seems like he wan tok to me
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
reali?
(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕).Creativetec.™(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕)Homeless Child…(7 Mths 10 Days]
y u like doubting me
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】 too much to say….and yx thinks that u somehow affects his friendship with donald
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】 says: so that’s the reason he’s not tal ing to donald—-> he said it was donald who was not willing to talk to him
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】 : he told me they used to be quite good frens then u came into the pic, donald suddenly become weird and nv tok to him anymore
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
♠♥♣♦ÊÐŴĨŊ®♦♣♥♠ ♉ 『2nd Trial』 【実際は生存はあなた自身によって生きている】: yx told me at times he try to say hi to him but he like siam or feign ignorance
(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕).Creativetec.™(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕)Homeless Child…(7 Mths 10 Days]
what can i say
(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕).Creativetec.™(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕)Homeless Child…(7 Mths 10 Days]
he sudden block me from msn for no reason
(｡◕‿◕｡) (◕.◕) yUnnIe (◕.◕) (｡◕‿◕｡) Upset.
he blocked me too
(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕).Creativetec.™(｡◕‿◕｡).(◕.◕)Homeless Child…(7 Mths 10 Days]
nvm

i did not show the whole conversation is because i did not wanna get blame. for he mentioned someone who’s a fucker.

was so bored so i did an analysis sent by tong lei. lol. wondered if u will guys read it.

True Analysis
—edited by Marcial Sarmiento
Situation:
You are in a deep deep forest…as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there…
(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)

You enter the hut and see a table…
(2) What is the shape of the table?
(Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)

On top of the table there is a vase…in the vase there is water.
(3) How much water is it filled up with?
(Full/Half/Empty)

(4) and what is the vase made of?
(Glass/Procelain/Clay/Metal/Plastic/Wood)

You walk out of the hut…as you carry on your walk in the forest… you see a waterfall from afar…there is water runningdown…
(5) What is the speed of the water?
Range from slowest to fastest
(1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9/10)

Some time after the waterfall…you step on something hard on the ground… as you look down… you see glistening gold in colour.
You bend down and pick it up… it is a keychain chained with keys…

6) How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain?
(1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9/10)
You walk on and on…trying to find your way out… suddenly you see a castle.

(7) What is the condition of the castle?
(New/Old)
You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it…

(8) Will you pick up the jewel?
(yes/No)
Next to the murky pool… there’s another pool…with clear water and money floating on it…

(9) Will you pick the money?
(no/Yes)
Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit…you proceed to walk out of the castle.
Outside the exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground.

(10) What is the size of the box?
(small/medium/big)

(11) What is the material of the box?
(Cardboard/Paper/Wood/Metal)
There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box,

(12) What is the bridge made of?
(wood/metal/ratten)
Across the bridge, there is a horse.

(13) What is the colour of the horse?
(white/brown/black/grey)

(14) What is the horse doing?
(still and quite/nibbling grass/running about)
OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming… some distance from the horse.

(15) You have 3 options, what would you do?
(run and hide in the box/run and hide under the bridge/run to the horse,ride on and gallop away)

WHO YOU REALLY ARE?

You are a person who is keeping things to yourself.
Any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely.
What you want in your life is half fullfilled.
You are weak in your life and tends to be fragile.
You have high sex drive.
You have a few good friends in your life.
Your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.
When your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.
You have an average ego.
A humble personality is in you.
You get average bond with your friends.
Your partner is only average in your heart.
Your partner is a very homely and humble person.
You seek your partner whenever you are met with problems.

Those in orange are my choices. lol. damn. went to the printer shop to print 2 copy reports and bind 3 copy of my report that costs me $16.95. lol. and when yihui saw me, he dun say hi or call me sia. he just hit me on my forehead. saw yeo han too. and now den i realised, me and david, we had the same supervisor. LOL!! nice finding. cos i was so stupid till i forget to print a cover page for my report so i took his to make copies and use it by liquid those i don’t need. =) lol. i had lunch with duckie‘s fren michelle and her bf. we went to canteen 1. eat jap food. lol. long time no eat sia cos i’m more interested in the xia mian.. lol. alright. went to watch movie (“In her shoes”) with duckie after a bad day ytd. and so we chat alot lah. =X *sensored* just kidding. jus dun feel like letting anyone knows our conversation. lalala. i needed to shit!!! i’m FINALLY done with my report. and i’m soooooo glad. but now i have another worries.. that’s will my VIVA be smooth? damn. i spent the whole nite doing the report and i’m so slpy now. it’s little wonder that i can send edwin sms and i dun rem. hahaha. =X anyways, lights off. there are somethings i have to learn to let it go. it suck if i dun. =) i shall type more tml. =)

Damn, i was sleep smsing edwin. no wonder when he replied me i was like… huh, what is he talking about. He said i smsed him 5plus. but i was slpg when he smsed me back. so when i check my Sent folder, i did sms him. gosh. this is so bad. i went to bed at 3am.. and i just woke up to continue my report hopefully i can finish on time. sigh. when i asked him is he and yuxiang gonna to block me in msn for life, he say depends. as for some of his queries, i have no idea at all. but i will try to clear the misunderstanding, bcos, i’m NOT like derek.

Fri:

went to work. was almost half an hr late. hahaha. overslept. was doing some report typing till late nite. so when i reached there pat had already helped me time in and then tim told me because of that i have to work OT till closing time (when i was suppose to work till 5pm). i thought he was just kidding, so i just laugh and walk away to change into the uniform. time passes very fast during lunch hour and i had $6 bucks tips (i can’t take it.lol.) even though the lady paid by credit card, she gave me cash.. aaaawwww. when it was about 2plus when the crowd get lesser then i asked tim again whether it’s true that i have to work until closing time, he said yes. OMG. but for money’s sake, i say ok when he asked me whether is it’s alright for me to work until closing because nana is sick. so tim told me that i could collect my uniform cos they finally had XS for me. and when i asked him when can i go collect he said “today”. and he asked amin to bring me along too cos he’s going to the office to hand in something. i was like YAY i can sit on the bike again!! i love to sit on a bike. it’s fun! kekez.. thus, i went and took abd’s helmet cos amin told me to and it’s so big for me till when i showed them the pic, everyone was laughing out loud. lol. =) i love to entertain people. =) they said i’m the chicken little’s fish in the tank. LOL. that’s cute. kekez. so i worked till closing.. and duckie… sigh…. and that’s amin wearing tim’s helmet. he reali does look like a toad doesn’t he. =)

SAT:

start work at 10.30am. and it’s s special day. cos we are going to celebrate tim‘s bday! and everyone of us are pretending it’s a normal day while behind his back we are planning to sabo him. lol. i smsed brenda to buy flour and egg to sabo him cos we thought no one is buying and when tim walked out of the kitchen i was like. OMG. and he thought i was smsing fang chew. lol. god. that’s very funny. i keep laughing till my face turns red. so i went in the kitchen and tell fang chew not to let the cat of the bag. =) he was smsing damien anyways, cos that stupid dog work in CR. i shdn’t have vacuumed the floor till it’s so clean when after that, they make it so dirty anyways. lol. i thought i was a part timer cleaner for the mrt station and TCC. i mopped the floor from the outside till the kitchen. everyone was busy sabo-ing him so i have to help mopping since i don’t wanna get myself so dirty cos i’m meeting duckie for movie (The Memoirs of geisha.). i didn’t know the movie was so long! it’s almost 2 hrs and 30 mins long. Oh man. i sit there till i almost can fall aslp. i thought duckie‘s boss doesn’t like me sia. when i went to his work place to look for him, because he wanted me to, he told me he’s working till 8pm cos his boss just told him. i totally sian diao. =.= so i went to walk around (not in sim lim of cos), den it rains so heavily till i went to buy an umbrella. damn, waste my money cos after we stepped out of the sim lim, it’s not raining anymore. i was hoping it rains so i could use the Hello Kitty umbrella i bought. lol. =X we went to eat at the coffee shop next to the Meridian Hotel. damn, it’s not nice people. dun go there eat. so exp and so little. after that we went home bcos i wanna do my report. but i went to slp cos i was toooooo tired.

SUN:
Wanted to stay at home to do my report, but bren smsed me. she sounded so unhappy. because of ytd. Cheer up my dear. everything will be ok. =) so i met her at TCC (Atrium) but we went off before we could sit down cos it’s almost 6pm. and yes, we went to Magic wok to have our dinner. Almost everyone was there except for Mason, Jia yong, Fang chew, Pat, Amin. Dinner was suppose to be fun, no it was fun. but… duckie.. he got some problem… so i went to meet him when i was supposed to acc bren cos she’s feeling down. i’m still upset. Very upset. i have been trying hard to make him happy for this whole week but still cant. and… sigh. i dun wanna say anymore. I have to finish my report. i HAVE TO. DEADLINE… TML..

Life is good, i have to tell myself. It’s so good. I’m blessed with good working colleagues and they are so fun. However, whenever someone sees u so happy, they will think of anything to spoil ur happiness. and that person i’m referring to is that bitch – pat. Danm her. lol. i think i have been telling alot pf people and i don’t even mind if she’s reading this or she’s gonna make my life in TCC hard. =) wat the hell. i was using my hp and put it at my back and see if there is any important sms to reply, den she saw it and was saying “wah, a new way to read sms?” and i went to serve a customer and when i stand at the cashier like 5 mins after i served the customer. tim was reprimanding me for using my hp in front of the customers. but hey!! who don’t know i always read my sms this way man? duh. and pat was making a BIG FUSS out of nothing. that’s bitch. humph. anyways, i had fun working today even she make small report on me. but whatever to her man. as if i give a damn to her. lol. bitch. recently, so much trouble has caused inconvenience to my life. thanks to him and her. fuck them all. duh. i can’t believe it. but i have to bear with these kind of people cos they are almost EVERYWHERE. lol. especially, there are 2 such person in my life. hahaha. enough of these 2 persons and continue my happy blog.

Ytd, there was so much fun at work. bcos tim was there. and of cos he’s our fav gay boss. =) i was laughing off my ass and tim was staring at me so that i wouldn’t say anything wrong. e.g. “Wow, tim! guobin even gave his “first time” to u!” kekez. my fav boss. fun and nice. well. he asked me to work 1 more extra hour because he wanted to wait till sophia start work then he willing to let me go. =) so i worked till 5pm instead of 4pm. and i have to wait for darling till that time so yup, i might as well stay on and earn extra money and play around for awhile. sometimes i’m wondering am i there to work or play. it’s fun. den i went to meet darling after that cos she stayed in sch to do her dunno what thing (which i have to admit that i forgotten the name). i got stm rem? and den we had dinner at coffee club. damn nice. =) and duckie came to join us after his work. den we went to have a walk. duckie showed me the watch he wanted to buy for me. damn. it’s $3XX. damn. i was still thinking what to buy for him.. but i have a little idea. =) and i bought a new jacket + shirt and it’s only $39.90 and the girl still rem me. lol. keke. den we went back home. and i finally start on my FYP report with 3 words. that’s : Chapter 1: Introduction. That’s it! wahahahaha. and i went to slp after that.

Today, was almost late for work man. but i reached there just nice. 12noon. and of cos i finish work just nice too 10pm. lol. exactly 10 hrs. today duckie came to look for me after his work and he had dinner there to. shortly darling came to look for me too and she had a drink there. so wati auto gave them a 15% discount. thanks man! =) and den we went home. i was so bore at work till i keep hitting guo bin and that gim wei. lol. man. when abd came, he keep saying me but it’s fun at least i have someone to fight with. working with abd means i dun have to vacuum the carpet. yay~~ awww. i have to start on my report now. cya.

The most ridiculous thing that happened to me wasn’t because i was late. it was because i received a very stupid sms from him. Here it goes: “Disturb me or cindy chuan again n i promise u hell. I am serious.” When i read this sms, there’s ALOT of question marks going around my head. i was wondering, huh? wth? i didn’t even talk to her before, nor do i msg her in frenster b4. how did i disturb her? and the worse part is, i din even kp her for telling him that i hugged duckie at the sch bus stop when duckie was very upset with me. and who is she to me man. i don’t even rem how she looks like, how she behaved but one thing always lingers in my mind and that is, she’s very flirtious. she can flirt and play with all the guys she wants and i don’t give a damn to her. she can flirt and play with him all she wants and i don’t give a fuck to that. and who is him to her that she have to tell him what i did? do i know her? no, apparently i don’t even know her existence until the day i saw her frenlink to josephine and robin. but even then, i still don’t fucking rem her man. mayb even when i saw her, i would find her familiar but wun rem till she disappear. no wonder she always stares at me as if i’m some kind of alien. damn. she only look at me bcause i used to be his gf. used to be. =) i wun fucking try to be nice to this guy anymore when a causal question of mine will turn out to be a heaty conversation. “u r a lying bitch“, he said. he’s unreasonable. any attempt to clarify anything will be a waste of time, including the yujie incident which happened 2 yrs ago. =) but look, he didn’t even fucking help me in a single thing now and he still wants to kp so much when i causally said “u help me do my reports and den i will have to time to visit my toys“. den he replied “wahahahaha. fox tail finally come out“. but the problem is, i don’t fucking need him to help me to do my reports when i can count on MYSELF. =) counting on him, will only let him and his very good friends to have more things to bitch about me by saying i’m using him only. =) talk about him is a waste of time too. didn’t he’s happy going out with cindy chuan taking photos? when i ask him to take pic using my hp, he would threaten saying he will smash my hp onto the floor if i take it out and he will nvr allow me to take his pic using my hp. reason: bcause i trade the hp ( samsung x430) which was supposedly brought by him to buy samsung e600c. but, i paid some money for that x430 too. he didn’t really pay all even though he claims he bought it for me. =) nevertheless, he has proven to me that he’s just hum ji when he didn’t even dare to pick up my call when i called him to ask him how did i disturb her.

***GREAT NEWS! He replied me: he said i KNOCK ONTO CINDY CHUAN. =) i wasn’t even in sch today. i didn’t even see her on MONDAY & TUESDAY. =) FUCK THAT CINDY CHUAN MAN. CB BITCH who anyhow spread tales about me.

Alright, i finally finished my IC report and now, i have to work on my AVFE assignment 2 which i was suppose to have a demo today. =) so i went to tell melvin tan that i haven’t done my assignment yet cos i didn’t know there’s an assignment 2 and i only knew it last friday. and i don’t have the prog in my laptop and.. i dont have time to do cos i was busy doing my fyp proj. so he gave me time grace till next wk. thank god. i was thinking for the whole damn 1 1/2 hrs (btw my lesson is 3 hrs. ahaha) that i might fail this mod cos i didn’t do my assignment! i was so gan jiong that i keep telling the guy next to me. i think he must have thought i’m crazy or wat. anyways, he’s my group member for the final assignment. lol. alright. den duckie came to sch to meet me cos i m going to his hse to finish my IC report and to see his doggy! damn. it’s soooo cute and small. but still, it’s not my dog. so i finished my IC report and wanted to start on my FYP report. gosh, i’m so tired. i better reach hm early to do my AVFE assignment tml. anyways, i have to pass it up on tues. alright, gotta ciao now. =X

I’m going to make a passport after cny. tat’s settle. cos i’m going either hong kong or bangkok. with darling & her grandma. most importantly i’m going with duckie. =) it will be in march. =) exciting! wahahahahahaha.

I’m so tried. it feels like i haven’t get enough sleep since the start of this sem. =( i need a break! but at the same i needed to work for money. for my dream – Hong Kong with duckie & Digital Camera to be shared with duckie. =) and he’s getting a PSP this month which means i have to save up cause we have agreed earlier on to share. Everything i mentioned, needs money. damn. which means i have to work extra hard. we planned to go Hong Kong in March (well, hope i have my passport done by then.lol.) & a digital cam as well. what’s the point of going overseas with no digital cam to play around with? gosh. =) i’m going to buy the Sony digital cam which cost about $799. =X it’s expensive, but i think it’s not bad. it’s only 5.1 mega pixel (now it’s already 8.1 mega pixel.).. i haven’t think of what to get for duckie on valentine day. damn. he already thought of getting me a watch. =X but.. it’s expensive. Pls buy something cheaper lah k? ok, i still haven’t get my uniform today cos it’s late. by the time we reached bugis it’s already 5.45pm? damn. so i think i will go down to bugis on wed myself. =) i was angry with duckie when he throw his temper on me when i don’t even know what’s going on. and he doesn’t even wanna talk to me. we didn’t talk at all when we walked to bus stop, sit at the bus stop and even in the bus. after awhile den he tell me what happened…. but i don’t wanna say it out. i saw him cry. but i can’t help him. i held on to his hand. he gripped on his fingers so tight. i have to break it free. finally he relaxed down. oh man. upon seeing him lidat and i can’t do anything. i feel useless. sigh. but still, i managed to make him smile again. aaahhhh, but i really hate it when he say he dun wan me anymore. =X den we went to JP to walk cos there is nothing at bugis and i’m tired. den we went to our usual place to sit and chat. after that we went home. =) i have do some amendments to my IC assignment and do a demo to the teacher next wk. =)