1st pic – me with sophia’s spec, 2nd pic – me with bren’s purple spec, 3rd pic – me & mon cheri


1st pic – me & suzy, 2nd pic – abd (the guy always attack my neck!!), 3rd pic – me & suzy again~

i love to work~ weeeeee. if i dun work i feel like i’m so empty. working keeps me alive. at least i can crap and laugh along with my colleagues sharing jokes ard, crap around, got bullied by abd & amin.. kekez. erin told me she finally saw darling. lol. and darling told her that i always complain about pat. wahahaha. =) i had late lunch or rather dinner with suzy & sophia at TCC after work. we had chix wings, mushroom VAV, wedges & macaroni. =) we shared everything and yes, as usual, i ate alot bcos the rest can’t eat anymore. lol. no choice man. so i ate 3 chix wings. kekez. after we ate finish, we just sat there and chill. crap and gossip abit. well, that’s what girls do when they are free i supposed. keke. and aBOU 6plus we saw bren coming and she was there to take back her uniform and so she had her dinner at TCC too. so me and sophia acc her while suzy went off early. suppose to meet duckie but i was soo upset with him so i went home dun care about him. humph. he sounded like he shouted at me in the fone and i was like.. it’s not a big deal why is he shouting at me? he got surprise for me to cheer me up actually. sunflowers. my fav. yes. but i wun get it till Valentine’s day. but it’s ok. worth the wait. flowers. DAMN EXP!! omg. but he had already paid for it and that makes him a poor man. but it’s ok, he can always use my atm card. =) even though there isn’t alot money inside, but it’s enough to buy food. lub u duckie. for letting me know that u really cares about me. but i’m really feeling down today. =( u r much much better than those tom, dick, harry who claims every single credit for themselves. and looking at the pics we took during the paintball and talk about it was hilarious. =)

Man are the cause of my problem. Perhaps I owe them in my previous life but that doesn’t mean anything. who knows whether each of us has a previous life or not? Me? i don’t really believe in such things. But the things he said to me is getting worse after each smses. i can’t really believe it. i’m not that free to bother about him. he was trying to make my life tough. he looked down on me. hum ji hum lan? i dun have a lan. but he’s always hum ji. damn, i’m so scare of gangster. damn. i m reali hum ji. at least i dun behave like a sissy. reali. he say he will make problems for me if i refused to pay him whatever i owe him. and when i told him to print his bank statement, he said he dun have to follow what i said and he said he oso passed me some money when he saw me. but the problem is, he only rem the part he passed me money but did not rem the part i gave his money back. being accused by him once more. well, but still it doesnt make any differences. he always accuse me. example: cindy chuan’s incident. bcos of her pa jiao-ness i got accused again. thanks to her. the more i talk to him, the more he will say i’m scare. the more i tried to defend myself he will say i’m finding excuse or i talk cock. but the person who is talking cock rite now is him. and yes, no matter what he says, i wun pay him a single cent. i WUN. pay him i got scolded bitch, i dun pay him i got scolded bitch too. it doesn’t really make any different whether i pay him or not. it’s not whether he understand me or not. but it seems like he doesn’t understand what i’m saying. do whatever u wan. overboard, den u will be sorry. police is the last person i wanna turn to. and talking to a person like him really insult me. crude person he will always be. let’s see who is harrassing who. my smses to him was always more civilized than him. at least i dun say “cb fucking bitch” like he does. =] a poet indeed. i lose. and what makes him think that duckie will pay him the money i owed him? duckie is not my atm nor he’s my money. or shd i say he is not as generous as him? to give me money so i can xian guys? haha. i need a million to do so. he looked down on me anyways. he even blamed me for duckie’s almost debarrment. haha. i have got nothing to do with his debarrment man. i did not stopped him from going to sch or whatsoever. and he even blamed me by saying that he got all As for his subj in year 1 and after he was with me in year 2, his grades was all Cs. and i say, i could pass all my subj even with lousy results and after i’m together with him, i failed 2 modules in year 2. i can blame who? and he even say he helped me wrote the letter for my year 1 almost debarrment. which means i have to say thanks to him for helping me. the clever thing to do is, stop talking to such person to prevent any thing frm happening. it’s not bcos i’m coward. but bcos i’m still a nice person (quoted from sze tien’s sms as of 31st oct 2006). did i mention he told me last nite that he got attached? i didn’t know someone who got attached is even more free. wondered why did he get attached in the 1st placE? that’s very lucky. one poor girl offered to save the rest of the world. great. he can save money on prositution. he said, he wanna get back the money from me so he can spend with his gf. but who knows? maybe he needs money to go clubbing so he can touch or rather xian girls(he said guys who go clubbings like to touch or go there to know girls). he always said that to me. girls who go clubbing are bitch (that’s what he used to scold me when i go clubbing.), those girls are loose. haha. well, his frens are so damn loose den so is he. cos they went with him.