I’m so frustrated. I’m so furious. Some times i wondered why on earth did his parents do this to him. It’s not as if they chased him out of the house it will change the fact that he got himself debarred. They signed the debarrment form and chase him out of the house. and now? he’s outside alone. i don’t even know which part of hougang he’s at. Damn. and i can’t even help him. Sometimes I find it too ridiculous for his parents to over react over the fact that he got debarred. and no matter how traditional parents are they, they shdn’t and nvr slap their kid and chase them out of the house. ARGH. i’m so upset now. zzzz whatever, no matter how happy i tried to be, i can nvr be happy. i feel very stressed and helpless whenever duckie keep saying i’m his everything. i wanted to help him but i have my limits. i feel so damn helpless. i wanted to ask if my fren could let him stay at their house but i don’t wanna cause inconvenience to them. i really don’t know what i can do for him man. and he’s outside alone in a rainy nite. damn. and i can’t cheer him up. zzzz. stupid gf.

i don’t understand why his parents have to be so cruel to him. sometimes, i wondered if i’m the one who is bringing all the bad luck to him. he got chased out of his house bcos of his debarrment. sigh, but i can’t help him at all. before i knew his father knew abt his debarrment, i went out with my sis to Attica… and… i didn’t dare to tell him after he told me that his father knew abt the debarrment. sigh. but in the end, i still told him bcos he was worried about me.. and i don’t wanna lie to him by saying i’m slpg at hm. life is bad till i have no words to describe it. one word: Suck.