i don’t know what’s wrong with me today.. i feel like crying today.. and i went to toilet to cry when pat ask me to go for my break.. nana asked if i’m ok cos i’m so quiet today.. when i came back from break, amin asked if i have been crying but i told him no.. i got flu.. which is half truth lah.. and den he ask me to go to kitchen rest.. there’s something about me that makes me wanna cry but i don’t know what makes me feel like that.. i just cried.. damien saw that i’m moody, he thought i wasn’t in a good mood (which was actually, i feel sick) so he kept me accompany after work to wait for duckie.. he wanted to treat me movie but i don’t want.. so he say treat me eat.. we went to bugis cos it’s convenient for me to wait for duckie there.. and we have nowhere to go cos everywhere is like crowded since it’s time when office people go off from work. sigh.. we went to sketch with damien.. and i drink milkshake while he eat his pasta.. after that i went to meet duckie.. i just thought duckie was over reacting when i told him damien accompany to wait for him cos i’m sick.. tim actually ask me to go home at 5pm.. but i refused to cos i wanna wait for duckie till 7.30pm.. so i went to the kitchen and rest for awhile and chat with erin.. she’s so clever.. after some resting, i feel much better so i resume to work.. suddenly i have this thinking that working in TCC is leading me to nowhere.. pay is low.. and i can’t seems to have enough money for the overseas trip me and duckie have planned.. sigh.. but at least now, i have a passport.. i wanted to change to a more pay job which is i don’t know what.. sigh.. somehow, i’m a bit lost.. i’ll be going to ICA to take my passport tml.. and i still got my stupid headache.. sigh.. when will duckie reach home? he has been sending me home lately because i’m sick.. =[