alright.. i woke up early for work today but i was late for work today because i took my own sweet time thinking i still have alot of time left b4 work. i was supposed to meet brenda for lunch today but i was too tired till i overslept and i didnt even hear my hp ring ring. =) i helped brenda to close the bar today and everything was fast enough.. was supposed to wash the bins but she say she will wash them instead bcos she’s already wet from those washing (drinking glasses etc). pat was a bit disappointed when wati didn’t gave her the chance to close bar. lol.. well we have already planned not anyways. =) so she vacummed the floor and mopped the floor. and when she starts to mopped the floor, she shouted “ok, now i’m going to mop the floor noone is to walk ard”. duh.. create such a big huha when everyone is ignoring her. hahaha. anyways, after work we (me, wati, erin, sue & bren) went to AT (at p.s.) for dinner. of cos we bitch abt pat den slowly to the kitchen staffs blah blah blah. wati was telling me this very funny thing and i dont believe fang chew will say.. wati asked fang chew how come he didnt date her out on valentine’s day and he just reply “bcos u r not feng yun“. i kept luffing till i almost drop down. muahaha. it’s the same when damien told me when he ask fang chew how come his face or his ears is red (i can’t rem), he told him bcos i was missing him. lol. ahhh.. muahaha. it was so funny. i don’t believe in wat damien told me and keep saying he’s lying. lol. who ask him always lie to me? wati left earlier bcos her father came to fetch her home so it left the 4 of us. and on the way outside ps, we saw jiayong and a girl and… PAT! bren didn’t know she was there until i told her.. her face changed.. sigh.. den we walked to cineleisure den erin went off to meet her bf.. that left the 3 of us.. we went to cine’s TCC to look for ah kang who used to work at RX too. we stayed there for quite some time and den we went home. and i cont to bitch abt pat with wati and guobin online.. damn.. lol. bitches.

rather say u dun wanna see me. just tell me u afraid to see me. duh. i only wanna take back whatever is mine. and of cos i wun pay u whatever amt u said i owe u. nvr.

duckie bought me a chicken little soft toy from ebay which cost about US20++.. damn.. =X bcos i was feeling low these few days and i like the chicken little toy.. but.. it’s too expensive leh.. sigh.. shipment itself is 2 wks.. sigh.. i dun wan him to spend so much on me.. no good. sigh.

i hate it whenever duckie doze off on me just lidat. he can doze off when we are sms-ing.. he can doze off when we are chatting on fone.. and den i got so pissed up bcos i dunno where is he and what he’s doing. but, he dozed off.. whatever.. this always happens and i always told him to go slp and tel me so i dun have to wait blindly for his sms-es.. sigh.. can’t he just think for awhile? sigh.. he’s always lidat..

wake up damn early today bcos i wanted to go his hse to get my toys back.. but that person who claims he dun wanna see me went out mins after 12noon. ahah.. what can i say man.. i just think he‘s too scare to see me. just like that cindy chuan. and i just wanna get back my toys and he dun even wanna pass it to me personally when i’m the one going to his hse to pick up the toys.. the point is, there is NO NEED for him to involve so many ppl just to return me my toys and of cos, i wun abide in his stupid set of so-called “rules”. nvr. since he‘s not at home, so i went to look for duckie to meet him for lunch at Sim Lim.. which i always regret doing.. sigh.. and i have pass some time myself while waiting for the girls to arrive.. i wun give up.. i will keep calling him until he pick up my calls and return my toys personally.. pls dun ever think that he got duckie‘s no he can threaten me.. he can complain all he wants to duckie, but this wun stop me from doing whatever i wanna do. bitch.

went out with jo, darling, amy & my sis today at town.. we went to meridian for dinner den we went to OG and buy some sweets and choco.. saw bday bears but couldnt find duckie‘s birthday date.. sigh.. and den we went to heeren for a walk and darling, my sis and amy bought some stuffs at the shop – Flowers at the Attic.. =X but i didn’t cos i have NO MONEY.. sigh.. poor me.. but no choice man.. after that we talked about val and her MLM thingy… damn.. lucky i nvr say i wanna meet her.. cos i’m always busy with work whenever she calls me which is a good thing.. i have NO interest in that anyways. (talking about her… she came to look for me ytd.. and i was quite shocked bcos i didn’t see her walking in.. nvm, when i asked her what’s she doing here she just told me she’s shopping den going back to office. so i asked her what job she’s working now.. she just say work loh.. after repeating my qns for 3 times.. i got pek chek and den i ask her if her job require selling things.. she say not really.. =.= whatever.. and the worse part is i got scolding by tim bcos she was drinking OUTSIDE DRINKS.. damnit. hahaha) after that we went to cafe cartel to settle down to chit chat for awhile den we went off.. wanted to watch movie since we have to take NR home anyways.. but the show times are too late so we decided to head back to the bus stop and go home.. =) i was so tired till i fall aslp in the bus.. until jo and darling alight den they wake me up..

went to work ytd and after work i went to meet bren bcos her tuition got cancelled and we just sit there and slowly bitch about the one and only person we loathe the most..i feel so damn poor after spending all my money on unknown stuffs.. haiz.. and one thing abt pat is she likes to bad mouth about me & sue. but i dun reali care abt her.. haha.. she’s non existance in my eyes like i’m non existance in her eyes.. =]

i want my toys back!!! give them back to me. they are nvr in ur possession anyway. i miss them very muchie.. i’ll do anything to get them back.

went to work today.. wasn’t supposed to work lah, but since tim need staff so i forsake my JB trip for work instead (well, that doesn’t mean that i’m workaholic!! =P just i need money for trips so i have to extra hardworking.. =] )… work is extra busy today and tim wasn’t in a good mood when the customer walked past him when he gave her the bill.. such customer shd just “bang bang” (in case u got it wrongly here, i m trying to say shot her to death lah..) her to death.. so he vented his anger on some poor staffs.. but think about it, he’s always so nice towards us.. just.. let him be.. =) after work, i went to duckie‘s hse.. wanted to watch some movie but i passed out.. i mean, i fall aslp lah.. muahaha.. i was slpg so peacefully for the whole afternoon.. aahhh, finally a good nite slp~ haben been slpg well..ever since that FYP.. sigh.. but it’s over.. =) i still my stupid headache.. damn.. =( sometimes i just feel like staying over nite at someone’s hse and slp till i’m happy, satisfy den i go hm.. muahah.. sigh.. when i saw duckie‘s dog today.. it seems like she have grown bigger from the last time i saw her! ahah.. den after that we had dinner cos his mother cooked my share.. when i wake up his parents already went out and den after that his sis came home.. after that we slacked for awhile den he send me home.. =)

He has nvr failed to cheer me up whenever i’m so unhappy. No matter how much i say i dislike this day, he always make me so delighted after that whole day. =] that’s what i love abt him. =D

I went to school for AVFE today and realised no lesson. lol. but we got filming to do, so we went ard the 2nd floor to film some scene that was left out by them previously.. den after that we went to avfe lab floor there to do some fliming and i was slacking ard there.. cos i dunno what to do.. haha. sigh..

he brighten up my day when he gave me a bouqeut of my fav sunflowers~~ muacks~ =]
Hugs~
Can u see my fav sesame street finger puppet characters? From cookie monster to big bird to elmo and lastly ernie!!! (but the complete set got 6.. i’m still missing of 2 more.. =( )
okie, i got it.. i’m too old to act cute now.. wahahaha. =X
did u see his expression on his face? =.= muahaha.
and, we still got others but i can’t post everything here at once can i? =P
alright.. this is my 4 sesame street character that duckie bought for me today.. elmo, erine, big bird and cookie monster!! =) kekez.. i feel like a small kid~ =X

After that i meet duckie cos he came to sch to fetch me.. omg, he bought me my fav sunflowers!!! there are total of 3 stalks and along with some flowers as decorations.. =) omg.. i was so happy upon receiving that bouquet of flowers.. =] so i carried the flowers all the way to Suntec cos we are having our dinner there… we had the steamboat for dinner and OMG, it’s so damn exp.. 2 person inclusive of GST blah blah blah is almost $72!! but we eat until damn full.. =X we took a bus to town cos we have to take a neoprint on this occasion! wahaha.. and of cos we did.. =] wahaha. after that we walked to taka there because it’s so damn crowded at the bus stop.. along the way, we bought Old Chang kee for snacks.. and sat ard because my headache is preventing me from walking anymore.. after that we walked all the way to somerset mrt station’s bus stop to take bus home.. and he always send me to JP.. =) kekez. i was supposed to go duckie’s hse to stay overnight today.. and we are supposed to go JB tml.. but we have postpone it to the day i got pay.. bcos tim needs ppl for lunch on wed.. but i dun have the habit of turning people down, so i helped him till 3pm.. wanted to go JB for dinner but find it a bit rush and too little time, so decided to go duckie’s hse tml after work instead to watch american pie and to see his doggie~~ =) i know he was kinda disappointed but then there is no choice.. he spent too much money on the flowers and dinner and the toys.. i couldnt ask for more.. so i decided to treat him to JB after i got my pay.. =) and to buy him belated vday present.. =]

“Happy Valentine’s Day!!” to mr duckie~

This is my card and my drawing for him (although this was very last min that i made out last nite.. hope he likes it..) :
the front of the card…
the inside of the card. i took some effort and time to look for these very little words took me long enough. =(
my donald duck and daisy drawing (the 1st pic)which i got from the website.(the 2nd pic) i think my daisy is smaller than donald! wahaha. =X

i love to destroy. i live to destroy.

when it comes to valentine’s day.. i hate it.. bcos i still rem him.. it suck.. why is he still in my mind when he‘s not supposed to.. when i’m supposed to hate him after what he had said about me. however, remembering him doesn’t mean i still love him or i miss him.. i just missed my little booboo at his hse.. regrets.. i shdn’t have left her there when she only slp on the floor at nite.. making herself smelly and even more dirty. no, maybe she’s somewhere in his storeroom.. =[ i hate it.. i hate this feeling of wanting to ask him if i could see booboo… =X this is not right.. something is not right… i’m not right.. when it comes to this day.. i was reminded of the rejection i got from him last yr even after “begging” him.. damn.. i’m such a weakling and it seems like i couldnt get over it… at least i’m trying hard….. but he wasn’t even my ex-bf or a friend.. he‘s only my classmate.. =]

well, went to sch today was late.. MUAHAhHAHAha.. dun even feel like going to sch but den i have no choice cos i need TIPS!!! alright, so teacher went thru the past yr paper.. and of cos i think there is a need to study the tutorial qnses as well, but the problem is i nvr go any tutorial lesson b4. doom. hahaha. anyways, after that i rush off to work hoping i still got time for some food b4 i start work.. and yay, i got the chance to do bar!! and i have to close it of cos.. =] and i do know that pat was relunctant to let me do bar.. but who cares about her.. she worked until 8pm and i’m NOT going to close bar for her, since guobin let me close bar, if she’s going to stay at the bar till that time. seriously. i admit i’m being bias but.. she hates me.. so we are equal. and i do closing faster than the previous time. hehez. as usual, amin always bully me by poking me.. wahaha.. knowing that i’m scare of itchy.. damn.. but it’s fun working with him for closing. kekez. =P after that duckie came to bring me home.. wahahaha. tired.. and headache just WUN GO AWAY!

i feel sick now. got headache that doesn’t go away.. damn. i need to rest. i slpt the whole day.. but it doesn’t make any difference.. reali suck.. =[ went out to have dinner cos my ah ma didn’t cook today.. stupid.. =[ so i met up with yujie for dinner.. duckie know even i havent told him. wahahaha. so clever. =) anyways, i will rest early today.. cos i’m so tired now.. nitey ppl~

well, was late for work today bcos i went to ICA building to get my new passport! =D i didn’t expect to see so many people there and i got so shocked. so i was late for about 40 mins for work but pat was ‘nice’ she helped me time in.. after work, me, erin, guo bin went to bugis bcos amin took us to his fren’s shop since erin wants to buy an addidas jacket. but doesn’t have the one she wants. so amin went off first bcos he got something on and the rest of us went to foodcourt to eat cos mr. guo bin wants to eat. after that we gossip about pat.. well, sometimes it’s beyond words to describe how lazy she was/is.. sometimes i wondered if there is anything going ard btwn her and jiayong when i heard jiayong calling her “qing ai de“.. and in return, pat calls him “ lao gong” or even “my boyfriend“… my hairs is standing up.. didn’t she doesn’t like us to tease her n jiayonG? she even told erin the “latest gossip” which is maybe there is something btwn jiayong and bren.. and pat even say that if jiayong is reali interested in bren.. den she will not be so close with him.. but wat i see was the opp.. she got even closer with him.. there is some contradiction in her words.. and her actions and words makes ppl loath her even more. i’m serious.. and the worse part is, she complaint to tim the way i used my hp and.. guobin told me she EVEN USE THE WAY I SMS TO SMS!!! WTF? bitch. she can even pretend not to see the table that’s not cleared.. damn.. i have been clearing the tables the whole day.. my greatest achievement today is to get her OUT OF THE BAR. thank you. i can’t really stand when there is already guo bin & erin in the bar, amin at the cashier ,nana is having break and the poor me on the floor and SHE FEELS LIKE DOING BAR WHEN GUO BIN IS SUPPOSEDLY to DO. =] well, i managed to get her out of the bar without being rude to her with some unhappiness inside. =] hahaha. she suck. seriously.. nvr like her since day 1 i saw her. after that duckie came to meet me and we went to heeren’s korean resturant to have our dinner and it’s ok but.. little.. after that we went to walk ard and settle down outside ngee ann city and sit there for about an hr before i decided to go home since duckie doesn’t feels like going to kbox and of cos i find it exp and we got nothing to do.. =[ i just feel like slpg.. hahaha. =X after tat, on the way to the bus stop, duckie suggested to watch movie but have no idea what to watch so, i still insisted on going home.. but it was so damn crowded at the bus stop until we sit there for another 30 mins or so.. i decided to go cineleisure to play xbox and some CS game instead. hahaha. it’s fun and we played for whole 2 hours.. wahahahahha. =X and of cos i’m lousy at playing game.. i knew duckie was giving in to me when we were playing xbox.. so i got a bit angry.. after that we changed to playing CS which was much more fun than the xbox.. and i only got 18 fag and he got 100 fag… LOL. well, this is my 2nd time playing after 4 years? lol.. den we went to took a NR home.. as usual lah.. i’m going to slp now, cos i have to go to sch tml for my AVFE editing… sigh.. WHY SCH OPENS ON SUNDAY?!?! anyways, we planned to go back for some more games! wahahaha. =X

i don’t know what’s wrong with me today.. i feel like crying today.. and i went to toilet to cry when pat ask me to go for my break.. nana asked if i’m ok cos i’m so quiet today.. when i came back from break, amin asked if i have been crying but i told him no.. i got flu.. which is half truth lah.. and den he ask me to go to kitchen rest.. there’s something about me that makes me wanna cry but i don’t know what makes me feel like that.. i just cried.. damien saw that i’m moody, he thought i wasn’t in a good mood (which was actually, i feel sick) so he kept me accompany after work to wait for duckie.. he wanted to treat me movie but i don’t want.. so he say treat me eat.. we went to bugis cos it’s convenient for me to wait for duckie there.. and we have nowhere to go cos everywhere is like crowded since it’s time when office people go off from work. sigh.. we went to sketch with damien.. and i drink milkshake while he eat his pasta.. after that i went to meet duckie.. i just thought duckie was over reacting when i told him damien accompany to wait for him cos i’m sick.. tim actually ask me to go home at 5pm.. but i refused to cos i wanna wait for duckie till 7.30pm.. so i went to the kitchen and rest for awhile and chat with erin.. she’s so clever.. after some resting, i feel much better so i resume to work.. suddenly i have this thinking that working in TCC is leading me to nowhere.. pay is low.. and i can’t seems to have enough money for the overseas trip me and duckie have planned.. sigh.. but at least now, i have a passport.. i wanted to change to a more pay job which is i don’t know what.. sigh.. somehow, i’m a bit lost.. i’ll be going to ICA to take my passport tml.. and i still got my stupid headache.. sigh.. when will duckie reach home? he has been sending me home lately because i’m sick.. =[