did i wronged him? he said he din block me in msn bcos he wasnt at home. he didnt reply my sms was bcos he was at SGH.. did i? he said he wants to start afresh with me. but, who knows whether will the feeling fade away or get stronger. i’m sorry. i have my fears too.

i m so upset right now.. i have been feeling down since afternoon before my IC paper.
i’m asking if i’m wrong to ask him to teach me IC? asking help from him i dun see where have i gone wrong. but the fact that he doesnt like me meet him is true. i know he didnt like. but den i only went to ask help from him? in this sense, i’m wrong.. because he doesnt like me to meet him. i admit, on the 1st day i asked him for help i dd not inform him, i’m wrong. on the 2nd day i asked permission from him if i could ask him for help or he wants me to wait for him to finish work so he could teach me. he said i could go ahead when i called him at TCC.. den a few mins later he called me back and den keep saying staffs.. in short, we have break up. it was no one’s fault. my fault of cos. i know he didnt like & i do it anyways. but i dun feel that way. and, he even blocked me in msn. =] that shows how much he claims he love me. =)

i will NEVER EVER believe in a guy when they claimed they love me. and at the end of the day, we will just break up. =) life. that’s my life.