These are the pics i took on friday nite at the esplanade. it’s kinda cool, so i took it. =]
(this is my band. lol. cool heh?) (this reminds me that, i missed my flute!!!) (this reminds me of Ming Ge Can Ting) (drums remind me of wang li hong.. =X) (the piano reminds me of jay zhou. =X)

My little outing with yujie today. (pics are taken at Heeren)

i had a little outing with yujie today. havent been going out lately bcos both of us are busy with our own stuffs so finally he asked me to ‘plan’ the outing today. i thought monkey was talking about going out today and, yup, i messed up the dates that we are suppose to meet up.. aaawww.. but anyways, he accompanied me to TCC(RX) to get my pay today cos wati smsed me and informed me that pay’s in! haha. so i’m able to go out today. after i took my pay, we had our dunno whether it’s lunch or dinner at the outlet. we ordered mama mia (beef), linguine & of cos, me and my chix wings. hahaha. chit chat and he told me about the girl he like recently.. well, that a good news. lol. at least wun make me feel bad for talking to him so badly in the past when he liked me. glad that he knows he gave me a lot of stress during that period of time. =X and of cos when i’m stressed by both sides, i tended to say bad things and piss people off. hope he understand me.. and of cos during that period of time, i can’t bring myself to like him when he keep saying that yujie is the who broke up us. one way or another, i dun like to be so close with him anymore. but there was a period of time he blocked me in MSN too. lol. so we are quite fair now. when i asked him if he ever regretted liking me, he said in the past maybe (or did he say got abit? lol. can’t rem) but now, he dun think so. and it’s always feels great to find someone who appreciate u. sigh.. until now, i still don’t think anyone ever appreciate me.. i have no hard work at all? but it’s always cool to have yujie by my side as a fren though. =] knowing i can count on him on certain things, it really feels good. we went to watch a movie “Date Movie“.. it’s funny though.. and by the “Scary movie 4” is coming out in april! hahaha. we talked about r/s today.. sigh.. i’m a failure.. but den what can i say? but he’s still a good fren of mine. with him a little bit of ‘zhong se qing you’, i might bash him up one day. lol. it depends. =] bcos he finally found someone after me.. well, he deserve it anyways. why shd i ever take up ppl’s timE? and he refused to show me that ger’s face despite my guessing.. i don’t think that girl’s pic is in his hp. he lied? lol. he said he will show me after that girl decided to be his gf. great. which means i have to wait long. cos that girl also liked another guy. sigh. tough decision to make. but yujie had also promised to remain as her fren 1st while she make her decision. and he’s quite excited to meet up with that girl bcos she’s celebrating his 21st bday in adv. lol. anyways, both of us went to take a neoprint!! finally after saying for YEARS. lol. yup.. but i have no scanner, so i can’t show. =P but it’s ok though.. and den he went to work after that… we were talking about maybe after one big round den me & him suddenly in a r/s together. lol. gd imagination heh? lol. but i m not a hindrance for him to woo that girl! =] cool. when i asked him why he didnt woo me. he said he got the intention but didnt bcos i’m already very stressed. lol. if he woos me, that will add up my loads. thanks. lol. that’s cool. when i told him my prob with duckie, he said my temper was a bit too “hot” in another words, i’m hot temper and i tended to keep things.. sigh.. only sec sch frens knows me the best.. am i not right?

met up with duckie just now and he passed me my “chicken little” toy.. yay.. i’m supposed to be happy but i wasn’t really happy also. this shall be the VERY LAST chance i will give him. after some serious thoughts, i will nvr give him a fifth chance to break my heart while this forth chance is the last one and after that, i will nvr ever forgive him. i’m still in a very depress mood now.. nothing really can cheer me up.. sigh.. maybe i will be happier in my dream.. and sometimes the way he asked me qns, i feel like he’s treating me like a criminal.. i don’t feel that good also..