ARGH

i haben recover from my sickness yet.. lost of appetite in everything.. no mood for my fav food.. sigh.. i’ll be damn broke this coming weeks.. got 2 primary sch fren’s 21st bday… OMG.. on the 31st march & 1st april.. nice joke on me.. hahah.. damn.. no time for myself since i got so many things on.. keeping myself busy.. and i’m OFFICIALLY graduated from poly.. damn.. i’ll miss school though.. lol. i got ‘D’ for everything.. for AVFE, for IC and most importantly my FYP.. sigh.. i put in so much effort for that but i got a ‘D’ for that.. but i ought to be happy since i passed everything which means i dun have to repeat.. =D *Cheers* i gotta thank him for teaching me IC.. if not i couldnt have pass.. =] thanks.. =] as for AVFE, i think my grp did more than me.. so i feel a bit guilty for passing this module actually… sigh.. anyways, i’m having stomach ache now.. i havent eaten anything meals yet and i have given out everything.. duh.. sigh..

i just think that duckie gone a bit too far too much ridiculous this time. i was so slpy last nite and i wanted to go to bed, he was like relunctantly say ok and next moment he smsed me “reali ah? i wanted to chat…”.. i can’t even open my eyes and i’m half way to my dreamland.. and he was like stopping me from slpg simply because he wanted to chaT? hey c’mon.. i’m only a half sick person.. he can’t expect me to talk to him whenever he wants me to. i need sleep especially when i’m sick. he doesnt even understand this? what does he wants me to do? i simply dun understand at all.. seriously.. i just feel that we need to separate from each other for a period of time.. otherwise i scared i might just explode at him… it’s my bad that i scolded him “wtf”.. but that was bcos i really couldnt tolerate his complaints and the way he keep bugging me for nothing and expect me to do what his fren’s gf are doing.. den he shd get his fren’s gf as his gf not me. i wouldnt do what those gf do.. i’m just me.. and i dun have the habit of calling him every now & then to check whether has he eaten anything, how’s his day at work blah blah blah.. i’m tired seriously.. i just want a break from this whole damn thing.. i don’t even know how did it happen.. his actions is a bit too much for me to take… he’s a grown up now, he shd know what is right and wrong.. what is extra.. i dont wanna rely on guy so much that when the particular guy left me, i feel so lost.. i dun want this feeling anymore….

went out with damien, fang chew & gf today.. went to P.S’s food court to have lunch actually.. but i did not have any appetite so i didnt finish my food.. sigh.. den we walked to the newly opened cathay to watch movie. we watched “RENT”.. it’s a musical and basically everyone in the movie, knows how to sing.. lol.. and it’s quite touching.. abt gays & lesbian.. about love.. gf cried. lol.. anyways, the new cinema is damn nice!! haha.. there are new shops (but not open so we can only go to the new cinema at level 5 & 6).. i’m so excited when the shopping centre opens.. lol.. den me & gf went to tcc (AT) to have cake bcos she wants to eat cakes while the 2 guys went shopping.. lol.. and i ate 1 american chez cake & drink 1 m/s… yay.. but still… sigh.. that’s not proper food.. den we walked ard… den suddenly gf suggested on going to KBOX.. damien wants to go hm slp cos he need to wake up early & fang chew needs to go home and check on the air ticket for his bro.. so ended up only me & gf went.. i took a free transport with my sis – that’s my sis’ company’s bus.. wahaha.. cheapo rite? no choice.. gf paid for the KBOX.. and i paid for her cab fare home which was less than 5 bucks.. and i have bdays coming up.. so.. cheapo a bit oso nvm.. wahaha.. it’s been a long time since i chatted with my sis since she always went to club blah blah blah.. hardly see her anyways.. ok lah.. i’m going to slp now.. feeling so tired now.. =X i thought i had made damien angry today.. lucky he wasnt lah.. my mood wasnt that gd.. almost wanted to explode.. sigh.. i must go slp now.. i still gotta work.. =(