He walked away.

Tell me please. Tell me what’s wrong with me & duckie.. Will someone PLEASE tell me? i dont feel he loves me anymore.. seriously.. what have i done wrong now? he actually expect me to know everything w/o him telling anything.. he needs a goddness as a gf, not me.. he just walk off lidat putting my bag on floor leaving me sitting outside taka alone.. i cannot feel that duckie is my old duckie anymore.. somehow, something has changed him.. was it me? i’m not sure… i’m kinda lost actually.. whether to stayed on or to let go.. but im determine to go thru this until i couldnt bear the hurt anymore.. everything WAS supposed to be ok.. but things turned bad when he asked me to go MOS next wk with his colleagues and i rejected him. i dont go clubbing with ppl i dunno and, he even compared last time he went clubbing with me & keng wee (at that point of time, i DIDNT force him to go along)… he said he hates rejection.. but i hate to be forced by him to go wherever i dun like.. he said i have nvr think of his feelings.. if i had nvr think of his feelings, i would have gone clubbing with frens ages ago and ignore him whenever he needed me when i’m out with my frens.. but den it was ALWAYS when i’m out with my frens, he feels sad or whatsoever.. that makes me feel a bit paranoid over this.. he wasn’t doing anything to secure my feelings about him lying and now he’s doing this to me. darling say in the past he would have called me already but this time, not even a single sms or call from him. but it’s not as if i’m gonna call him after all he’s the one who walked away from me. i wanted to go home after he just walked off lidat.. but suddenly i remember darling & mich might be in town, so i called them and try my luck.. indeed they are.. we went to city link to eat and chat for awhile before heading home.. argh.. i can’t believe i feel so yucky today.. seriously, he promised he wouldnt quarrel with me but ended up, he did.