sigh.. still feel sad.

rashes back again. sigh.. and i’m feeling so itchy all over my body again. what shd i do now? was doing closing for bar ytd when the GM came and ‘spot check’.. damn suay (unlucky).. anyways… i tried to be normal during work ytd.. but sometimes it’s hard.. knowing that duckie will affect my everything.. it’s only 2 days of break up but i dun feel he reali cares abt it.. darling they all say mab he got the wrong idea when i say dun meet for a week.. maybe he was thinking dun meet for a week means dun talk for a week as well? sigh sigh sigh.. michelle has patched up with kelvin (after he whisper “will u patch up with me” into her ears.. how sweet..).. sigh.. and even amy is with her bf for about 6 mths? duh.. this is her longest r/s ever.. how sweet rite? bump into them today while out with jo, darling & mich.. we went to coffee club to have our dinner.. lol.. ppl always mixed up TCC & coffee club.. anyways, den we walked ard… blah blah.. sigh.. i still dun feel happy.. i need to feel happy.. wanted to go BBQ tml cos it’s yong quan‘s & chor wei‘s bday.. but i’m working until 10pm.. duh.. bad timing.. so gotta give it a miss.. sigh.. need to slp now.. was wondering if duckie will sms me tml…..