Monkey

this is my x no. time of blogging today. and i just finish talking with monkey.. oh well.. at least he called.. 6 yrs of friend indeed.. so when i say, after a break up normally the one consoling me was my friend of so many years.. not even gf give me a call.. but she did console me thru sms.. i don’t know if what i m doing is rite.. but i just wanna do whatever i think is rite for myself.. nvr gonna let me get myself hurt by some unknown reasons. and when i think how stupid i am.. i am really stupid. but monkey is correct. i shd give duckie back the nokia 6111 and buy 1 hp that truly belongs to me. that’s what i will do. =] but my heart for r/s is dead along with duckie.. i love him & all i get back is this.. every single r/s is a lesson learnt. stop being gullible. ah, how nice. i need to rest now. will be meetin monkey to acc him to NUH tml afternoon. gd nite to the world.