Duckie

“sorry loh”, that’s what he claimed he said to me when we met on monday. how sincere can this 2 words be. “sorry loh”. i can said that too. and den he say we are ending our relationship that is. drag it no more. i’m thinking so hard. but now, i realised, there is no point. i cannot stand his attitude towards me. lied to me and expect me to pretend nothing happened and still treat him like a bf when we already break up? i used to do that. but den? what i got back? it’s not as if he didn’t treat me good. but, i hate people to lie to me using important things. i watched almost all my movies with him & i left with no much movie to watch with my frens. and i’m not blaming him. but den he’s blaming me for not spending more time with him, for nothing being a good gf, for treating him bad. den who else can i blame besides myself? it’s reali not my luck. better the next time. stop talking like as if i have been going around to know guys. stop talking like as if i’m a desperate woman seeking for some guys to make up for my lonliness. i seriously hate his tone. i need to vent my anger once more.