went to visit amy at the hospital. was supposed to meet piggy. but he haven’t finish his fren’s report.. so.. we didn’t meet.. i meet up with monkey den we go to NUH together.. and den saw mich, ah xiang & jun yuan (amy‘s bf) at the lift. coincidence. =) saran & his gf came to visit her too. melvin went to visit her earlier.. so does jess & jo. =) she went for operation for her leg and we waited till 7pm den she came back from wherever she was previously. she looked tired.. the pain on her face. and her bf is so sweet. went to hospital to acc her everyday.. i mean, since ytd.. =X *envy* so her mum gave us a ride to jurong east.. den me, darling & monkey took train to JP to have our dinner because i haven’t had any food for the whole damn day.. chit chated and went home bcos i feel so slpy.

i hate it whenever some guys treat me like an idiot and play around. i don’t like that guy doesnt mean he has the chance to treat me like one. i hate it when some guy came to sweet talk to me & den says he likes me. he told gf he‘s interested in me. he told me he likes me. den he say he cannot be “irresponsible” towards me bcos he‘s leaving for aust. how nice of him. but when i asked him why he likes me, oh, that was because he likes skinny girl. =.= but whatever it is, he really did change my opinion about him. whatever it is, i became a victim. this makes me hate guys even more. really. and when gf told me whatever he said to her ytd nite, it makes me feel disgusted. to think i treat him like a friend. and he did that to me. oh, what a friend. shall not talk about that kind of person anymore. and guys, stand far away from me. FAR AWAY. it irritates me each time a guy come near me even though it’s funny to chat with. but once things lidat happened, it just irritates me. whatever it is, i’m NOT going to let him come in between me & gf. there he goes. i just think too much. *isolate myself* but i think again.. whether me & gf are really best friends.. i doubted.. she didn’t talk to me the whole day. only tell me she got her problems. oh well, i shall not ask any thing more.