he’s the hero in the brazil : japan match last nite. and the game was pretty much interesting one. and the hero in the match is ronaldo. his 2 goals in the game was like wow! and the final score is 4:1.. hahaha. somehow, i need a hero in my life too. everyone needed a hero in their lives too. and i don’t need someone who is pissed off when i used my hp to chat with my frens. not like i’m chatting the whole damn nite. i need a hero, a.k.a advisor who will advise me on which path to go after i graduate, whether i have do the correct thing.. and of cos i know i have the worse attitude in the universe.. can’t help it. i just hate ppl to talk to me. and i have to act like as if i don’t give a damn.. and it’s true i don’t care about the job anymore. it’s not like i will “climb” very far working in tcc taking the “company money”. what money are we talking about anyway? hahaha. that’s the very last of me that i wanna show ppl. things aren’t going well for me in there.. saw missy crying last nite.. guys, are always the trouble.. but some people just can’t understand. just like what i will advise ppl – “just forget him, he’s treating u like a rubbish”.. but how often can we do whatever we said? said is easier than done.. and it’s pretty true too.. i tried to give my best to the “company” too. just tell me i’m useless.. but i reali can’t help but to wait to get out from there. i need to get some slp now, i feel so sick now.. haha….