alright. today was the “supposedly the 2nd day of orientation”.. but me & suzy doesn’t have to go! haha. so i start work at 10a.m today.. worked lunch after a “very long” period of time. haha. was stationed in station 3.. and the crowd was pretty alright. not very busy though.. had fun playing around chatting and stuffs. but i find it offended when erin actually say ” i shd count on iaasc first before counting on u”.. she said she wants to train iaasc to do lunch bar 1st before “training” me to do lunch bar. fuck, i hate ppl to look down on my abilities. and this is not the 1st time erin say this to me. when nana asked me to do planning for break time, she said the same damn thing too.. argh.. tell me, what’s so great abt that? always say depend on him and not on us first.. just bcos we used to be part time who worked like a full time doesn’t mean we are not as experience as him. duh. why does she has to say things lidat? dun understand and dun wish to. lame. so was chatting with nana & missy when mike came out of the kitchen and informed us who’s transferring out of RX in the kitchen.. and that person is……… fang chew a.k.a lin xiao di. so he will be transferred along with nana. oh well. kinda expected and i felt happy for him too. good opportunity for him to show his capabilities.. good opportunity to get promoted.. and of cos he felt sad to hear that news. missy told me he’s sad.. wati told me he’s sad.. oh well, nothing last forever. i even have preparation in case the next one transferring to funan is me.. and den mike was like shaking his head when he looked at me and i was like “how come u shaking ur head?”, den he said “bcos i feel sad for u lah”.. get what he means? lol. lame. even nana tease me by saying “see ur ‘bf’ transferring bcos couple cannot be in the same outlet.”.. lol. even damien told me he’s transferring.. everyone tells me the same thing. i know already lah.

after work, i went to meet fang chew bcos he promised to acc me go buy my working shoes.. and i can see that he was pretty unhappy. when i asked him, he say not unhappy… well, he’s that kind of person who doesn’t spell out his unhappiness.. so i crap with him like i usually does, trying to make him happy even though he say he’s not unhappy.. we walked ard bugis trying to find the shoes that i like but in vain.. and i happened to saw jas with his gf in b.k and we are outside.. so kinda just walk pass them. den me and fang chew walked all the way from bugis to suntec to look for Bata shop to buy my shoes.. and i finally bought one.. not expensive though.. not very auntie though.. haha… but i would prefer the exp one ($45) in terms of look. but i bought the not very pretty one ($25) in terms of comfort. =] and den fang chew reminds me of the qns i asked him on wed nite when he acc me to look for shoes.. well, the logic applies. =] den i treat him dinner at nest delight (if i nvr rem wrongly), den ice cream at gelare.. =] bcos he, somehow, refused to take my money for ytd’s dinner. and den we went home. so nice of him to help me carry my shoes today and my bag ytd. LOL! of cos have to treat him while i still have money to do so.. muahaha. he told me that this afternoon he doesn’t even have the appetite to eat his lunch today so he ate 2 bowls of rice just now.. lol. looks like some kind of hungry ghost and my prawn noodle is too salty until i almost puke. yucks. and after ice cream, we went home bcos he’s working morning.

well, at least now he said he’s feeling better.. he can always ask us out when he finish work early or whatsoever de mah. no worries.

nothing is impossible. to make ur mark, get out of ur “secure home”.