alright, been feeling rather down recently and it’s time for me to buck up and yup, i need to update, update and update~~ muahahaha.

on tuesday, went chilling with wati, her bf & sue at cine. =) and we took some pics of cos. here they are.
i have to pretend to be scare. one side hantu, one side pervert. haha.
wati always kiss me. what can i say? LOL
the normal pic. finally? nope. i don’t think so. haha
look clearly in the mirror reflection? i took a pic of 4 of us instead of 2. lol.
artistic enough?
and this is so damn cool. hahahaha.
that’s all for the pics.. i can’t possibly post all out, even though i didn’t take a lot. hahaha.

wed, didn’t do anything much though. worked till closing.. and it’s pretty ok.. no she who shall not be named 1 & 2.. life is perfect! hahaha. it’s kinda irritating to see she who shall not be named.. hahaha. and i have forgotten what she did to me. well, maybe it’s not that serious so i don’t even bother to rem. Haha. i vacuumed the whole place and mopped the place.. it feels tired.. and i went home with fizah.. and the indian guys who sat in between us, smells of coconut. strong~~~ =X

thurs, which is today.. i was late for work.. and usual, she who shall not be named nvr and will NEVER time in for me.. like always. =] get used to it. and i was shocked to know that i’m doing lunch bar. hahaha. actually not shocked lah, just never expect. anyways, after i have changed and went out to see quite a lot of drinks to do.. and i have to speed up.. esp tim’s hand is not feeling gd enough. lucky i can manage on my own. hahaha. i hate today. it’s a day whereby everyone ordered HOT DRINKS and flood me to death. hahaha.. and den towards nite time, everyone ordered COLD DRINKS and it happened to be all BLENDED drinks and it floods me to death as well. hahaha. i got slammed and fizah helped me.. and den i went to have my break.. i m famished. =X always eat 1 meal a day. haha.. no supper. sadded. and today she who shall not be named still can send the correct drink to the wrong table when i have already put the chit near the drinks. =.= kinda pissed me off leh. and today, she who shall not be named 2 suddenly face turned black.. it feels like we owe her money or something.. talked to her and no ans from her.. they say she’s fasting today.. maybe it was because of hunger so she thow her temper. =.= whatever it is.. she was like doing her cake ordering in front of the bar.. =.= kinda.. not professional.. and today is inventory day.. so fizah has many things to do. and the stupid thing is, i have already told she who shall not be named 2 that i will do the drip coffee later and she went on to do it.. and she was concentrating on the drip coffee when the rest of them was like so busy.. cos it was kinda full hse. duh. but her temper turns alright after she ate something. oh man.. and today tong lei dropped by.. kinda happy to see her. must remind her once more: tong lei, u still owe me a movie K!!! hahaha. purposely write so big so she can read. Muahaha. alright. i think it’s time to slp now. muahaha. talked to fizah jus now abt the prob i had… and i feel slightly better and now i can make my decision wisely. keke. =) that’s what i will do man. haha.

lalala. shd i? shdnt i? shd i? shdnt i? shd i? shdnt i? my mind is in a blank now. haha. have a conversation with fang chew.. and it turns out a bit… kinda make him happy but it makes me think more. damien advised me. and his advise doesn’t reali reflects on my mind. bcos he has his own stuffs to think of too. and i… sigh. no pt talking abt it. it just wouldn’t get off my mind if i have to say it out here and let the whole world know. muahahaha. some stuffs are P&C. =X

ok. i have finally know the reason why fang chew behaves lidat. =.= oh man.. and i feel real bad about it. =X tell me what i shd do. damnit. i can’t think. ok, den i better go to bed b4 i go crazy. zzz.

well, worked 12-10pm today.. and i did lunch bar today as well. so i was in the bar for 10 hrs minus off my breaktime, 45 mins.. well, more or less lah. haha. chatted with guobin on certain stuffs, and i feel it’s pointless to think about it bcos it was supposed to be a past. and i was reminded of that and somehow i feel bad. nevertheless, i have stopped thinking abt it so that i wouldn’t feel bad anymore.

and do u realised how fast can someone change? it’s very fast.. one moment he’s still he.. and next moment he seems to be another person. sometimes i don’t understand what he’s talking about. sometimes i don’t know if he’s really happy or he’s just pretending to be happy.. or he was just contented to see me.. oh well, but the main point is, sometimes i reali don’t get his point. oh nvm.

terrence from FM came to RX today to look for jiayong.. was kinda surprised to see him.. and coincidently, it’s my break time.. so i was in the kitchen joining the conversation.. and he wore so smart. LOL. and we went to have food together.. and i got a treat from him. haha. don’t ask me why i got a treat. i don’t rem why. hahaha. he called fang chew after we left and told him abt it. which was kinda lame lah. and we had some lame conversation as well. haha. like i say it’s lame, so i don’t have to say it out. =X

there was this customer who was so basta*d until i feel like beating him up.. and unfortunately, he’s the skin color i dislike the most which gives me all the reason why i shd beat him up.. i shall not say out the skin color in case people say i’m racist. LOL. he ordered with starkey an oreo milkshake and mango tea freeze. when i have already done with the drinks and it was rejected bcos that basta*d said he ordered a banana blend and oreo milkshake.. after checking and all, they change both drinks to summer passion and banana blend. damn, it feels like they are playing me. making a fool. but believe me, such basta*ds will have their retribution, if u get what i mean. =]

ooh man. and for the 1st time i meet up with bear after knowing him for like 2 yrs since the gunbound era? LOL! kinda weird.. but it’s good too. haha. he was doing an event for the company he work for, so he happened to be at raffles place so i went to look for him after work bcos he has to stay at that place overnight. muahaha. kinda cool and i gotta drink the supposedly to be a new drink. and trust me, it taste kinda weird bcos it’s new? ok, this is crap. haha. so i sat there for an hr crapping and after that i headed home. and here i am sitting in front of my laptop holding on to my new issue of national geographic which every issue i just read half of it. HAHA. k. i shd head for my bed now bcos i’m working morning, 9am.. finally.. =X cos wed & thurs i will be working closing.

i hate guys who are so indecisive. i reali hate them. and this makes me dislike damien more bcos of his very indecisive actions. and his never meant to kept promises. it makes me a fool to actually believe him. why do i keep trusting him and all i get was his “go home” before we actually go to my destination which i have told him earlier on? sat he was suppose to acc me and he said he was tired from last nite drinking with fang chew. and jiayong offer to acc me but i went to meet someone else instead. i guess shall be the last time we will ever meet. and so i cancelled the movie date.. but i asked him (damien) to acc me to visit my sis at dan ryan’s today which he agreed.. and den i meet them at far east plaza and went to take a look at nokia hp at scotts shopping center and den had dinner at scotts food court after which we went to lucky plaza bcos fang chew wants to take a look at the digital cam. well, and den after that damien say go home. wth.. i haven’t go to my sis place yet. he offered to walk me to dan ryan’s but i rejected bcos i’m flare up. it’s barely 8.. and… he wants to go home. when i asked him what time he wants to go home, he still can tell me not late. den i would rather go out alone since i’m alone the whole day. and i don’t know what happened to fang chew.. he’s not in his right self today.. seems a little moody.. and quiet.. and den i went dan ryan’s alone.. on my way there, i realised my tigger was gone and my tears flow out. i walked back the whole journey hoping to search for it, but i can’t find it.. damn it. i love my tigger so much.. it was given by my sis when i was sec 4. and it’s GONE. damn sad. and when i reached dan ryan’s i saw 1 familiar face.. and i went to sit beside him bcos my sis told me to. and after crapping with him.. i realised he’s the ang moh ah beng, chris, whom we went out with on cny’s eve. LOL!! i couldn’t rem who he was until i ask my sis when he’s gone. ok. haha. blur. and i had potato skin which i share with my sis. haha.. den i went home at 11.30pm.. i wanted to leave at 10p.m but she asked me to stay.. sigh.. crapping with my sis makes me happy woman. and on my way home, i was smsing with fang chew.. and.. don’t wanna talk abt it. damien he gotta leave me alone bcos i don’t wanna talk to him anymore. arggh. at least not now.

watched “The Break-up” ytd. and it’s pretty nice. and i must say jennifer aniston has got a good body. Haha. i simply like this. it’s romantic at 1st.. and den things turn bad when gary didn’t do whatever brook ask. so well, brook ask for break up which she didn’t mean. all she wanted was gary will change for her which things got bad when he didn’t get the message. the things that happened in between was a bit of halirious. and it got sweet at the end.. however still maintain the one ship call friend. which was kinda cool. asking myself, when i break up with certain someone.. will i still be able to keep our friendship.. everyone says it’s almost impossible. well, at least i will try without saying impossible.

well, it’s not surprise to find ppl who has a higher position than u has no manner. they tend to let their true colors out when they have someone to “back them up”.. but sometimes if that certain someone backup the person who was in wrong too obvious, den the rest of us will not show them any respect so justice has to be done. and i shall not talk abt that incident since it doesn’t happen on me. =] however, this change my opinion abt she who shall not be named 2. sigh.

well, i bought 3 chocolate chips cookie today. keke, freshly baked and the subway auntie saw me so she ask me to buy 3. hahaha. today had my fav choco too. missy bought it for me. oh man, i feel so pampered. HAHAHA. went to have my break with missy and damien. =] went to have my fav tom yam fried fish.. yummy, and the auntie gave me discount bcos i always buy from her. MUAHAHa. =X regular customer. even though i tell the fish soup auntie i forgot to bring the banquet card, she gave me discount anyways. today is a good day. for me at least. and today tim bought us wedges and chicken wings. yummy. =X keke. closed bar today. and when tim told she who shall not be named he has no money and needs to sell his kidney for money (obviously he’s kidding lah. duh), i had my remarks:” but tim, ur kidney too old for sale already“.. and i got attack by him even though i tried to run away.. he carried me up and jiayong suggested to him that he shd throw me into the rubbish bin in the kitchen which tim did by putting my butt inside and den carry me out again. hahahahaha. this shows that i shd keep quiet if i don’t wanna get thrown away. haha. den i have to rush home bcos i wanna watch tv. aaaawww. lucky i’m in time to watching the ending. as usual. HAHAHa. time to ciao. =) hope i wouldn’t have nightmare abt ppl throwing me into the rubbish bin later. HAHAha. =X nite.

working with she who shall not be named 1 & 2 is killing me. both of them are equally rude and of cos, they don’t do the things that they briefed. whatever. i’m trying hard to tolerate this kind of rude behaviour from them but who knows what i’m going to do when there is ever one day i can’t tolerate? she who shall not be named actually ORDERED me to top up my bar stuffs today once lunch time is over. wth.. i could have kill her. and today she who shall not be named 2 burged into the bar and say customer complaint and need to give whatever to that customer. c’mon, can’t she see that i’m steaming the milk to get foam for the ice latte? damn, i’m pissed bcos i was like not frenli towards anna. i feel bad and apologise of cos. how can i present the drinks to the customers when it’s not properly done? and c’mon, i have LOTS of drinks to do and i’m sick. duh. she put a sick retarded person do a lunch bar. lol. well, at least i had given my best. sigh. but i know i could have done better. it’s early for me to think anyway. hah. after work i went to see the rest of the tcc ppl bowling at marina south. it’s pretty funny. bcos fang chew was like showing off to me that his name is on the chart and when i see the chart, he’s the last. that was the 1st round. after the the 2nd round.. he improved from 48th – 47th place. i keep laughing at him i wanna die. k, this is too… funny =X hahaha. it took me 20 mins to decide whether i wanna go. and jeremy bully me. HAHA. kns. still say i pet. haha. since sat! damn him anyways. keep bullying me. haha. wth. but it’s funny. went home with fizah and her sis.. well.. that’s all today.. time to slp. nite folks.

well, i finally received my new atm card. find it pretty fast bcos they say it will take a wk to send my new atm card to me.. it’s like 2 working days (cos i cancelled my old atm card last fri & today is tues i received the new one.. this is what i call efficency. =] ) and this time my atm card has got my name! hahaha. but i have had $5 debit from my account. and the stupid part was i was trying to find way HOW TO SEND THE ACKNOWLEDGE FORM BACK when they give me the envolpe. hahaha. i’m reali pa jiao. well, it’s worth than suddenly i find my money gone from the bank. HAHA. if u get what i mean. some people just don’t have the courtesy to ask. well, that’s the past and this past has really taught me a very vaulable lesson. NEVER give ur PIN and atm card to ur “partner” if u think u can trust them.. haha. oh well. past. i had fun working today.. i went crazy again.. HAhaha. what can i say? i always go crazy. =X anyways, i almost had the experience of being thrown into the rubbish bin by jiayong again. hah. shit him. den jacky was like standing there laughing.. kns. shall not help them make any drinks anymore. hah. and i drank a lot of water today bcos i feel so dehydrated. haha. and it makes me wanna go to the toilet more often. and realised today that michael hasn’t receive his ambassador card too. lol. and we are doing the same action (the rub our ears action) and this makes the both of us laughing. hahaha. we are of the same kind~ =X and den michael was like asking me what kind of breed of dog i had, and den i told him chihuahua, he say no wonder i have such ears lah. if u get what i mean. haha. kns. and den i was asking michael how come he doesn’t send me home bcos he was like staying a street away from me, the reason is bcos i had cold. c’mon, even i dont have flu.. he still doesn’t send me home! haha. the main reason is bcos i doesn’t have a helmet. =.= oh well. he said i had not ride on a bike b4. =.= hahah. oh well. =) anyways, den went to the river with jiayong and fang chew & terrance. sat there for an hour and crap while i was doing some stupid tricks with the bottle. haha. and i was disturbed by that terrance. lol. after that we went home. and here i’m sitting here blogging. well, going to bed pretty soon though cos i still feel sick. and tml will be a good day. they are going to play bowling tML! shd i go watch or just go home? lol. let me think. consider i mean. lol.

sick sick sick. i’m sick again. down with flu and cough and headache. sigh.. and this whole wk isn’t a good wk actually. for the fact on fri the fatass really spoiled my day just bcos of a glass of ice water. =.= ok.. i have no brain juice to squeeze now, so i have to go to bed and rest. =X