Angry

i hate guys who are so indecisive. i reali hate them. and this makes me dislike damien more bcos of his very indecisive actions. and his never meant to kept promises. it makes me a fool to actually believe him. why do i keep trusting him and all i get was his “go home” before we actually go to my destination which i have told him earlier on? sat he was suppose to acc me and he said he was tired from last nite drinking with fang chew. and jiayong offer to acc me but i went to meet someone else instead. i guess shall be the last time we will ever meet. and so i cancelled the movie date.. but i asked him (damien) to acc me to visit my sis at dan ryan’s today which he agreed.. and den i meet them at far east plaza and went to take a look at nokia hp at scotts shopping center and den had dinner at scotts food court after which we went to lucky plaza bcos fang chew wants to take a look at the digital cam. well, and den after that damien say go home. wth.. i haven’t go to my sis place yet. he offered to walk me to dan ryan’s but i rejected bcos i’m flare up. it’s barely 8.. and… he wants to go home. when i asked him what time he wants to go home, he still can tell me not late. den i would rather go out alone since i’m alone the whole day. and i don’t know what happened to fang chew.. he’s not in his right self today.. seems a little moody.. and quiet.. and den i went dan ryan’s alone.. on my way there, i realised my tigger was gone and my tears flow out. i walked back the whole journey hoping to search for it, but i can’t find it.. damn it. i love my tigger so much.. it was given by my sis when i was sec 4. and it’s GONE. damn sad. and when i reached dan ryan’s i saw 1 familiar face.. and i went to sit beside him bcos my sis told me to. and after crapping with him.. i realised he’s the ang moh ah beng, chris, whom we went out with on cny’s eve. LOL!! i couldn’t rem who he was until i ask my sis when he’s gone. ok. haha. blur. and i had potato skin which i share with my sis. haha.. den i went home at 11.30pm.. i wanted to leave at 10p.m but she asked me to stay.. sigh.. crapping with my sis makes me happy woman. and on my way home, i was smsing with fang chew.. and.. don’t wanna talk abt it. damien he gotta leave me alone bcos i don’t wanna talk to him anymore. arggh. at least not now.