CrAp. =[

How do u feel when u talked to someone and he/she doesn’t acknowledge u? I feel like an idiot. that’s how i feel each time i talked to someone and he/she doesn’t acknowlegde my pressence. it felt like i have just talked to a wall, or something similar to that. Can’t they just reply with an “ok”, or nod their head to acknowledge to what i have told him/her instead of just keeping mum and continue to do whatever they are doing. and den when i repeat myself, they would say “yah, i heard it”.. thanks people. this is how i f**king feel.. i’m pissed at these kind of people. sometimes i feel it rude. c’mon guys, to reply someone is a very tough thing to do? it’s not. with people always treating me invisible, that’s the worse of my life. i wanted to be “visible” to that certain person and den i found myself reluctant to do so. What would you do if things like that happened to u? tell me. to take the initiative or wait? however, both of us will be at the “losing” point, because someone has to give in. and who will that be? me or her? we don’t talk anymore. don’t smile to each other. don’t crap. don’t play around. but then, it’s only towards me. what about the rest of the people? it’s the same. as in, different treatment from what i can see. and i have no idea why she’s not talking to me. she hasn’t talk to me since 2 weeks ago. and, i have no idea. i tried not to feel so pissed off each time i see her, but.. i just can’t help it.. or it was just me? hah… life is so funny sometimes, when u stop what u r doing for awhile and think back, we have been thru this “shit” before. so why let history repeat itself? g0damnit. or was it humans just don’t learn from their mistakes? no idea.. but certainly i learnt.. everything over and over again.. however, past few days was quite a happy experience. it was only when i see her, and this kind of feelings comes back to me.. sigh..