it’s MASON’s 21st bday today!! hahaha. and he got sabo by the rest of the kitchen staffs.. and he’s… so untidy! haha. the 1st time i see the kitchen in a REAL mess. it was like they are having war right after lunch time. hahaha. it’s funny to see mason bluffing his way and hug jiayong and make sure the rest of the people gets dirty as well. it’s funny. and i had a good laugh. it’s a joyous occasion and he’s happy.. taking pic with the rest of the kitchen staffs at the end of the sabotage. hahaha. and they bought him a birthday cake as well. i didn’t take any pics bcos i was doing ordering. after work i went to meet sue because we are chilling out together. so i went to paragon to meet her.. and after that we went to, i think it’s, emerald orchard’s foodcourt and sit there and chit for awhile while waiting for her time to break fast. did i mention that Fasting month a.k.a Ramadan starts on last sundaY? yup, so we waited till she can break fast and eat. after dinner we went to CNL to check if amin is working.. and he’s not there because he went to office and we saw taha, once again. haha. the ironic thing is if we see taha, amin isn’t working.. and amin works closing, we wouldnt see taha. LOL. funny. anyways, we crapped with amin.. disturb disturb.. chat for awhile den we headed home because sue is falling sick. she has the same syndrome as fizah.. both of them has sore throat, and a nose that runs. poor thing. hope they have plenty of rest. get well sooN~

Seriously it’s a waste of time to put in effort to make certain someone to realise that he/she is an important friend when that certain someone doesn’t even give a fucking damn to u.

she said people would tolerate my temper but she wouldn’t and this sets me pondering what have i done to her that makes her think that way. was it because of the “Bday incident” or whatever that triggers her to think that way. whatever it is, she doesn’t even bother to tell me what’s wrong and i feel so.. *wondering* and i asked her if i throw my temper on her? she said it doesn’t has to be on her. C’mon, she’s looking on the surface stuffs? if she was referring about me calling out bin bin‘s full name when he failed to reply me, i apologised and explained to him why i was so pissed. how can she judge me lidat? damnit. i hardly throw my temper now and she said i throw my temper? causing problems for people? create more problems? and when i asked myself, how often do i see her around at workplace? 1 or 2 times or sometimes none? i have offended her that way? gosh, that’s so bad. and this shows how much our “friendship” worth. when she was there with her mum for dinner, i tried to talk to her, she ignored me.. and she just said to me that she’s tired to deal with me. it’s not like i have forced her in ANYWAY to meet me up, accompany me go shopping, have dinner like she did with her friends, go out for dinner, for movies, even to JB.. ha. =D she asked me out, she cancelled at the very last min. i asked her out, she agreed and den cancelled. set this aside, she’s not convincing to me enough, and all she had to say was “den u can dealt with ur disappointment and find someone who doesn’t disappoint u”. when i told her i was disppointed with the way she treated me. and that came out from HER hand (bcos we were smsing each other for awhile ONLY cos she doesn’t even bother rem?).. i was, and am upset about this. but apparently she doesn’t even wanna tell me what’s wrong because she needs to study, get her license, teach her kids. =_= she talked like during these process, i have stopped her from doing all these. she is NOT fair towards me. and since when i have to drag her into ANY of my fucking problems? which i don’t even have? When was the fucking last time she asked me “how are u?”, or when was the fucking last time she bothered to talk to me like we used to be? she has things to accomplish. i don’t have? am i not a human too?