I have SOOOOO many things to learn on my first day of work at Believer Music (mind me, there is NO ‘s behind the Believer. =P ).. i have know what to do when i ‘report’ to work at 12.45.. and i was 20 mins late for work because there is so many “Do Not Board” trains. damn. but luck for me.. Josephine isn’t angry with me. and i met SOOO many ppl there that i CAN’T remember everyone of them except jasmin a.k.a xiao shi & pamela because they are the one working with me. hahaha. pretty NOTHING to eat at international plaza. but there is Mirana & polar. haha. some shops to remind me of RX. sigh. nevermind about that… things to learn.. i was dumped at the counter to pick up calls and put it either on hold OR transfer the calls. hahaha. tat’s my job scope for now. for at least 2 wks. muahahaha.. need to rest.. i was SOOOO blur until i took the wrong train to Eunos and have to get off the train to go home. ahaha. am i stupid? alright. enough of writing. NITEY! shall watch some buffy before bed.

havent been blogging. because i was so busy watching another show besides buffy. watever it is, i have to finish season 4 asap so i can pass it to erin. nevertheless, “It started with a kiss (e zuo ju zhi wen)” is so crappy and funny, that i can’t stop watching! haha.

i got sabo by tim because it was my last day. he poured ice water on me. hid my clothes (he put my jacket in the ice fridge & my skirt in the top cupboard).. and den he push my head into the “pool” of whipped cream.. therefore, i annouced that he owe me chicken wings. LOL! kinda feel sad because i have left tcc. NO more doing bar. NO more free cookies. NO more free food. NO more learning malay. NO more susu lembu asli. NO more washing. NO more going into kitchen to disturb them. sigh.. how i miss these. even it’s only a day. went to MOS with shawn (supposedly gim wei is coming, but he said he has to fix his comp because his bro wants to use it, so he has NO choice.) on fri.. though it’s only 2 of us.. but it can quite fun.. =) and we went to CQ to have supper because i’m kinda hungry. and louis and zix was working night shift. and because i didnt bring my tcc card, so shawn went to ask louis if he could borrow us his card.. but we still can 20% discount anyways. =) they gave us wedges.. that’s so nice of them.. but because it’s supper and i don’t reali eat much nowadays, so we gave some to them. and i took a cab home.

went to JB with him on sat.. bad experience. got a guy molested me. sigh. details i shall not go into it. only makes me… argh. we went to Bamboo restaurant to have our food and den we went to citysquare to shop.. that’s where i got molested. IN PUBLIC. in the eyes of everyone. sigh. but we couldn’t do anything. because we are not in singapore. it makes me upset. den we went to sing k-box (but it’s not call kbox. i forget the name.) den we came back to sg. the bus back to sg is damn long (because we bought the tickets for Singapore-Johore Express bus), but we waited for almost an hr before deciding to take 170 back.

went to TCC to help out the decorations. poor sue haven’t recover from the chicken pox yet. haven’t seen her for a week! =[ no one craps with feels kinda, bored. nothing special happened. i took some pics which i will post it up tml if i reach hm early. =)

it’s time for bed! keke. kinda nervous. because i am starting my new joB on monday!!! wish me luck.

I LOVE U GUYS! u guys ROCKS, even though ull sabotage me. =P

the best birthday i ever had! =] we went to Indochine to celebrate my bday because there have got a live band performing. we ordered a bottle of champagne & red wine for dinner.


we had our food as well.

i had so much fun with them. was there since 6plus until 10plus. and i got sabo by my sister. =.= she made me go up to the front and the band kinda ask me sing myself a bday song.. which i did. in a funny way. hahaha. that’s embarrassing with people looking at me. the pics taken was too dark to be seen anyway. it’s so fun. and during the 4 hours, we took a lot of funny pics. LOL! cam whores.

pics say more than words. don’t u think so? dun think. i took about 100 pics. and this is CRAZY. hahaha.

this is my bday cake from TCC. =] i’m so touched. and they gave me a belt from Giordano. =)

This is the BEST bday i ever had. =] thanks people!!

i bought a pair of black jeans at giordano again. i saw this pair of jeans at JP (in case u dunno it’s Jurong Point i’m talking about) and think it’s quite nice.. so there is this male sale person who came to me and ask me the usual question “hi can i help or” and “do u wanna try?” so i just answered i’m just looking around. and that guy was still beside me. and i was having flu so i was holding a piece of tissue paper, so he asked if i’m ok. do i looked ok? so i just told him that “oh, i’m havin flu”. so he was like ok.. den he did the i-oso-have-the-flu kinda action. damn. hahaha. so i had this black jeans tried and i think it’s not bad, plus it’s the ONLY size 24 left. and den i hesitated for awhile because the jeans’ length seemed a little short to me.. so tat guy asked me if i want but i was still hesitating until he say “why not i give u my staff discount?” oh man. den i took the 30% discount paper from him. muahahahaha. nitey~

elmo (me) & elmo’s goldfish (sue) is sick! elmo has some gastric pain thingy & den elmo’s goldfish has fever! oh no!! and my stomach is not feeling well since afternoon after i ate the chicken rice & milk. duh. and sue‘s got stomach ache after which when she got home, she’s down with fever. oh man. that’s bad. sigh. and i went to see a doc because pat & erin let me off early. so i had to get a mc. and den doc gave me some gastric medicines so i had to take it tml morning since i had taken my food already. sigh. and my stomach is not feeling well. damn it. need to rest early. =(

it’s sooo sweet to receive birthday wishes from Ms Lee (my sec sch geography teacher). it’s cool. really. and she send me a happy birthday e-card every single year. =] we are talking about a school teacher whom sometimes i think she’s one of us. haha.

i bought a pair of jeans from Giordano with 30% discount! the original price was $69 and after discount is $48.30. phew. and i bought a pair of shoes with bren too. ahaha. kinda cool. because the shoes is killing my toes. lol. and i have finally paid my hp bill (not full amount of cos. =P ).. think i spend quite a lot of money today.. so me & bren went to visit Wati before we head to Cineleisure to disturb Amin. haha. and of cos we went in to the kitchen to disturb ah kang because the outlet was filled. so we have to wait for seats to available den we can have dinner there. chilled until 11plus before we head for home. wanted to watch movie but the tickets were all sold out. so i guess we have to wait till her exams over. =] anyways. it’s time to take a shower and slp! chicken rice tomolo! muahahaha.

if thinking of someone makes u unhappy, will u still think of her/him? sometimes thoughts just came lingering inside ur mind and then the more u think about the past, the more unhappy one’s get. but then again, when u missed that someone.. dere isnt anything u can do except to think about, someone whom u missed, what she/he hurts u “with”. and when u keep thinking about it and still unable to get it out of ur mind, and that’s the time u feel unhappy once more. i have no idea what’s going on. when he said he wants/will to celebrate my birthday, i was happy. but then when he just say thinking of me makes him unhappy, den it defy the purpose of celebrating my birthday. because seeing me makes him even more unhappy. am i right to say that? sometimes things lidat hurts. i kept telling myself, i have gotta GO AWAY.. and i always end up going back. what’s wrong with me? something seriously wrong with me. this is not right. and i wanted to make it right but i always screw up. tell me what thing have gone wrong? everything that i wished for isn’t right. i have to get back to the right track. if thinking of me makes him unhappy den why promised to celebrate my bday? it’s not a big deal for him anyways… but inside me, i m so hurt deeply. no words can express what i m feeling today at all. ALL I WANT WAS SOMEONE TO ACC ME TO DO SOMETHING THAT I NEEDED TO. simple. but then, it’s so hard to get someone nowadays. i’m tired of asking people out and always end up getting nothing but “sorry i got something on later so i have to leave by ‘what time’ because i m meeting someone later at ‘what time’ OR i got held up somewhere, OR something to do last min.” sigh. tired of asking people out, so i might as well just stay at home and watch the “Buffy the vampire slayer” which i had borrowed from Starkey. that’s right. WHAT’s with the SHOPPING thingy? ha. save the damn money. stay at hm. right. that’s what i will do.

i HATE kitchen people. they ALWAY bully me. i hate them. i hate them. i simply hate them.

i dont hate the world but the world hate me. because they dislikes me. they hate me. why people hates me. isolate. i feel so depressed. i’m so depressed.

am i ranting rubbish again? no. i’m NOT.

i m so happy with my schedule next wk! it’s 12-10 on monday & tues, 12-8 on wed, 7-3 on thurs, 10-6pm on fri & lastly 10.30-6.30 on sat! muahaha. great isn’t it? it’s better than i have to work CLOSING(2-10 or 12-10) and stupid middle shift like 12-8. it’s POINTLESS. =] i can’t go out and it feels like i have NO life at all. sigh. but this wk schedule is the best ever since the full time after me just quit (except that Fready of cos, duh. I DUN LIKE HIM.. did i mention that?)? well, it’s better than nothing. so NO more MC this whole wk till my last day, of cos unless i’m really so damn freaking can’t-get-out-of-my-hse-otherwise-i-ll-die kind den i will take MC. LOL. other than that, i have gotta be a good girl i guesS? muahahaha.

anyhows, i met up with sue & wati for a movie today. “Step Up” once more. =] because me & sue missed the 1st part and so we realised that we missed quite a lot even though it’s only a few minutes we are talking about. =) den we went to swensen to have MY dinner because they ate already.. let me tell ya,

-the service there is BAD because we have to wait for a few minutes to get ourselves a seat even though there isn’t any Q out there and the person saw us.. she took her OWN sweet time to sit us. god.
-the service is quite slow there,
-i found HAIR in my food! *yucks* and, even though they exchanged one for me, they DIDN’T even apologise to me, not even mention giving discount. so there isn’t any what sue say “sale recovery” thingY?

well, what can i say? blame on us luck or rather mine? i heard people saying the service at swensen is BAD but i didn’t realised it’s THAT BAD until something like that happened to me. it’s not like i placed my hair in MY FOOD so i can get another plate free. duh. the HAIR was stuck in the prawn. gosh, i’m disgusted by them, the way they treated customer or rather me. everything about them is BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD. argh, they spoiled my dinner anyway. wth.

cough syrup is so nice until i can finish up the WHOLE bottle. =D

alright. some things has to stop. i have make it stop and i will make it stop. i guess i’m old enough to know what’s best for me and what’s not. i guess? maybe i shd repharse by saying “i’m old enough to know what’s best for me and what’s not” instead of having the “I guess” in front. it makes my sentence so incomplete. =] nevertheless, i have decided that, certain person has to be out of my life. that’s right. after struggling for some time, i realised it’s pointless. =] putting the past aside might do both of good. right. i feel great now. muahaha.or shd i say i feel better? at least i feel good about myself. i believe there are people outside who will know what kind of person i truly am instead of guessing who i am. aaawwww, that’s not healthy. muahahaha. ok, whatever i have wrote here is SENSELESS. why? because fengyun is ALWAYS SENSELESS and full of nonsense. AhHA. nitey people.