thoughts.

Ok people, I’m moving on or rather moved on from the past relationship (i know i must have said it for the xxx times) since day 1 of the new year. Dwelling in something that has already past long time ago isn’t doing any good to me. I’ve been dwelling, wondering where will it leads to. I have no intention of getting back to him in the 1st place then why am i reacting that way? that was kinda lame. glad that he has finally found a gf who will listen to whatever he says. he should have been out of my life long time ago. remaining as fren? that’s if he wants to. but impossible, because i remembered him saying “u r not even my fren or my gf”. thus, since i’m not his gf, so i’m not his fren too. hahaha. we had always belong to the different world. =D

life is good actually. u wouldn’t know who is important to you until something happens. and each time things lidat happened, i had many great people around me. i had my hunnie, my gf, my darling, my party animal sister, whoever came along the way. but sometimes i have really doubted in the things a guy said. there are people who came by my life and say “hi” and walk away and of cos i have people who stayed. and i have always treasured frenship. that’s why i don’t understand why some people don’t seems to understand that simple thing. nevermind about these people. there will be some people who pretend to be close to u, pretend that u were once close with that person. that’s crap. if u r close, u will remain close no matter what. some people don’t even understand simple things lidat, den we shouldnt have expect these people to actually understand complicated stuffs. people hardly had any time for everything. people has to work for at least 8 hrs. people has to chill for as long as they want. people has to sleep at least for 6 hours. in ur hp contacts, there is so many people whom u wanna meet up with. and if u only have wkends free to meet up with friends and u die die have to meet up with ur bf, u r caught in between.. so u have no other choice but to choose ur bf. reason is damn simple, because he’s in N.S thus he only have wkends to spend with ya. no excuses. u can meet ur frens during the wk. LoL. i had always remembered the things, the worse to the very worse thing that he had said to me.

thus my conclusion is, he’s not worth remembering. the things that he said, the things he claimed i have done, the pretty obvious bias – hurts. and of cos he wouldn’t think that it hurts me because whatever he did in the past was so that i will choose no one else but HIM. but the hurts wouldn’t remain where is it now for long. like i said, if they love u, they wouldn’t love anyone else even u can’t accompany him for that particular wk or wks. he will understand tat u have other commitments. and he wouldn’t be so self centred. expecting u to give up everything so that u & him can have er ren shi jie. =] a very understanding bf is hard to find. so i wondered if i wil be able to find one or rather he will appear. =] waiting patiently. maybe i have let a few good people pass me by. =[

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