Weird people

Sometimes humans is so weird.

One moment we are strangers.
Next moment, we are talk crap friends.

One moment he said he feel bad to talk to you.
Next moment, he called and chat with you for a little while.

One moment he was upset.
Next moment, he said he’s getting over it.

One moment he say he wants to know more friends.
Next moment, he said knowing you is fast and easy because he has no form to know other girls.

Guys, they are forever changing their sentence. It’s hard to catch up. I asked some people what was their 1st impression of me. Jordan say, dao. hahaha. because when i don’t smile, i’m fierce. I’m friendlier when i smile. JJ say, nothing much. What I can say is, I will NEVER EVER be someone’s subsitute in life. Sometimes, I wondered, is being my friend a very shameful thing? Otherwise why would guys try to hide from their friend? Weird. Just like when I’m with someone and that someone say he’s alone. It makes me wanna go away and let him be alone – just like what he said. This is not the 1st time, and it’s not gonna be the last time.

I have made myself very clear to bear. and i don’t wish to keep repeating my words. I will never go into a r/s that i’m uncertain or with guys i don’t have feelings for. Friends are friends forever.