He called me a jealous freak when i tried to add his fucking gd gf (look, i aint interested in his fucking gd gf, i’m only interested in getting my money back from him because he kept saying he has got no money to pay me back. so in this case, who are u gonna approach if u wan ur money back? his fucking gd gf of cos. and i told him i will approach his fucking gd gf if he still fucking dun return me the money. asshole like him always have lotsa excuses when it comes to paying debt. he say i used to beg him to lend me money so i can go out with donald. he’s full of crap. if he’s so fucking wealthy, he would have pay me LAST WEEK. and then he say he has gf to feed now and bills to pay, naturally he has no money to return me. IS THAT MY FUCKING PROBLEM IN THE 1ST FUCKING PLACE??) in frenster because she set degree to her frenster (y create a frenster? stupid. not like she’s so fucking pretty that wil make jealous. lol). omg. c’mon, what’s there to jealous about? LOL! i’m having my own fun. why shd i feel jealous? LOL. he thinks i will feel jealous bcos he got a new fucking gd gf? oh no no no. he’s nvr in my mind anymore. since the day i said i don’t give a damn to his watever stupid fucking love life is. i always do what i say. like i said, he’s not a saint to begin with. if u have no fucking ability, den don’t go into a relationship and act like a sissy. enough of this fucking asshole. i will get my money back from u. i rather give it to begger than give it to an asshole like U.

them.

say.. i just love to take pics of myself? hahaha. there is no wrong, there is no right. bought liquid eyeliner, testing out.. but it doesn’t look like (or was it not obvious enough?) that i’m using eyeliner. my eye suck. haha. but i have to and i always will accept myself. beauty is in the eyes of my God. =] or in another words, i’m pretty in His eyes? *console* now i have to think of my purpose. what’s my purpose doing in BMI? hmmm.. i’m wondering. sometimes i find it stupid that i have to do cuttings, and ask me to do some design (which they will end up choosing the old one? duh.). there isn’t much color in BMI. but sometimes, i am busy though. like i’ll see some cute guys around. hahaha. there is this student, who is damn cute. wear shirt, tall and he has this “i’m a good guy” look.. but guess what? he’s born in 1990. =X 17 yr old kid. haha. surprised? i am. his surname is Park. interesting. jordan was asking me if he’s a korean.. too bad, he’s a singaporean. his mum called ytd to tell me he’s a shy person and he’s a American Idol fan blah blah… hahaha. kinda funny though. my conclusion to jordan is: his dad is a korean, mum is a singaporean. thus park is his surname. =] alright, enough of big sister imagination. HAHA. kinda lame though. cute guys? they NEVER anywhere near me. all i get was, bastard fat ass who refused to return me $40. isn’t he fucking rich?! k lah. he’s not imp to me. Money is. hahaha. comparing him to a $40, of cos $40 is bigger than him. =] he used to weight a lot (whether it’s physically or mentally) to me. now? i don’t give a fucking damn to him as long as he fucking pay up, else, i will send a “Hi” msg to his fucking gd gf so that she can help me remind him to FORK out some bloody time to transfer me the fucking money. =] after some scolding, i feel better. so it’s time to slp. =]

Had my eveing off today. So i went to RX to meet her and disturb the rest. =] tim was there. haha. he said i’m chicken wing thief. =P anyways, me & sue went to P.S to meet up with wati & her sister & brother. but because they speak malay most of the time, i don’t understand, and their topics is something i can’t talk about, so i kept quiet. then at about 8plus sue wants to go toilet and den we went to walk around to buy my stuffs and her stuff as well. after that we went to 1 Fullerton, singapore river side Starbucks to chill out because there is river scenery. =] kinda cool. as usual, we took a lot pics, had lattes and warm chocolate cake (which is not that warm).. sinful nite. there was this malay guy who worked there asked me if i’m a singaporean. and when i said “yes”, he asked me if i know how to speak malay. hahaha. do i look like i know to speak malay?? duh. or i really don’t look like a singaporean that’s why there are some people asking me if i’m singaporean? or he asked this qns because he saw me hanging out with sue? LOL! whatever. hahaha. i love to chill out with her. always so cool. and den we left the place at about 11plus. =]

Dropped by TCC!!

1st pic: she facing me.

trying to be cool.

1st pic: Spirit fingers.
2nd pic: trying to be funny. LOL!

Toilet Lovers 2

2nd Pic: I look like a mak ciK!

me & sue crossing road to the bus stop at fullerton hotel.

me & sue in the bus on my way to city hall to wait for e502, which i waited like, let’s say 30 mins???

Met up with this guy over here last nite [16.01.2007]. He owed me herbal tea for a week? hahaha. den we went to Pioneer Mall’s mac for supper. =] haven’t see him for about 2 yrs? that’s pretty long! Kinda weird to meet people whom i haven’t see for years. haha. but it’s a nice feeling. have someone living so near me to crap. =]

He popped the qns last night before we watch the movie (“One Last Dance”), but i rejected because i don’t want. although he’s the 1st person who asked me face to face, i just couldn’t accept it because the fact that i’ve been treating him like a friend. sigh. no idea. i was irritated by his actions yesterday. =X the thing about he kept treat me like his gf (i don’t know if it’s a good thing.), makes me feel so weird. haiz…

Let’s talk about the movie. the movie was a little conplicated during the 1st half of the movie, because it started by Wu Zheng Yu (Ah cha) killing 3 guys. talking about vokda is happiness and whiskey is for sorrows. i must say the movie is so good until u watch the last part.

i bought
-1 eyeliner,
-1 powder foundation
-1 mascara
-1 concealer
-1 eyebrow shaver
-1 dress
-1 necklace
-1 bag

total damaged: $158

sounded rich or feel rich? haha. just feel like buying stuffs. and of cos there are asshole who just refused to pay once he got his fucking NS pay. oh yes, of cos he needs the fucking money for dating his gf. no money still wanna go dating like any normal people, cheapo. can’t even pay me back $40, i wondered how he dates. still say everything i cheat his fucking not-alot money. haha. he’s NOT a man anyways. a normal man would have return me the money already. “tml” he fucking said that. and it’s fucking overdued for about more than 12 hours. what can i say about this kind of person? i would rather give the $40 to charity than giving to an asshole. =]

alright. i had a very busy day today. new batch of keyboards came in today. Yamaha PSR E203, E303 & E403. so we had a total of 14 new keyboards in the storeroom. We had to display the PSR E203 because it’s the new keyboard that we have brought in. and i had to make the price tag for that. so i “designed” (or rather made, because the things they want is so standard. not anything too fanciful or colorful.) 10 <> tags, 5 <> tags, 1 <> tag, 2 <> price tags, 2 price tag for the 2 items (tuner & metronome.).. all, in STAR shape. cut till i almost die. ahaha. and so i finally finished everything at about 7plus 8plus? omg. so i’m tired now. haha. mentally tired. and den i’m busy with all the students’ collection of keyboard & guitars. and there is a change in a coach’s schedule which we (me & jordan), have to keep a lookout for the student’s given time. i wasn’t very pleased with her when she say “u should have listen properly when jo was talking” when i showed her the time the students gave. some of them gave 8.30p.m while some gave 6.30p.m. it’s student’s freedom to choose the time they want, either 6.30p.m or 8.30p.m.. she make it sound like it’s my fault because i didn’t ask the student in the same class to give me a confirm 6.30p.m class for everyone OR a confirm 8.30p.m class for everyone. pissed me off. there is so many things to do, what is she expecting of me? the last students left about 10 plus so,by the time i cash out and everything it’s already 10.45p.m.. called for cab but the line was busy. so after a long time of trying, i decided to try my luck at the taxi stand. lucky when it’s my turn, the cab is going to jurong. otherwise i will have to wait for a very long time. lucky me. =] tired. time to slp. argh.. let it be.