Speechless

I have frustration, but I can’t let it out.

I have sadness, but I can’t show it.

I need to shout, but I have nowhere to shout.

I need to sleep [after taking the med], but I have nowhere to sleep.

I need someone to lean on, but there isn’t anyone for me to lean on.

I need to cry, but I have no more tears to cry out.

What’s wrong with me? I’ve said too much. I aint gonna repeat myself. Ever again.