Friends

It may look like everyone of us has a lot of friends to hang out with. But the actual fact is out of the 30 contacts you have in your hp, only 1 of them you really hang out with. The figure could be worse. Nevermind about this ‘scary’ fact. The fact that you have 1 out of 30 to hang out with, you can be considered fortunate. Let’s say you have 90 contacts.. den u have 3 friends who truly hangs out with you. of cos not forgetting those ‘Hi-Bye’ friends and those friends who came looking for you when he/she has nothing or noone to accompany them. so you will have more than 3 friends to hang out with. but at the end of the month when you count the number of friends you went out with is actually lesser than 3 or even better 5? Then on the way, u met some new people, more contacts in your fone.. but it doesn’t mean that u will have more friends to hang out with. after all, these new friends are more likely to be “Hi-Bye” friends category. =] U may belong to those people who treasures friendship.. but think again, people might think otherwise. I think i’m a failure in this kind of stuffs. i surely do am. and of cos, i’m not saying i’m a perfect person. even the most perfectt person in the world has his/her flaws. i guess we need to learn and accept certain things, and of cos, we don’t ask them to live with it.

It’s either we change for a better or worse. I think i’m for the worse? Been partying every week w/o fail. what am i becoming? didn’t i always say clubbing is a waste of money? and i’m doing every week. what is this for? for fun of cos. Until i found my purpose. Shall i remian this way? it’s fun anyways. hahahaha.

Everyone noticed i cut my hair. And they say it suits me. Irwin was giving me “did-u-cut-ur-hair” look. LOL. and he commented that i should cut my fringe straight. because it looks better on me that way, like a china doll. perhaps. this is too layered for me to take. it’s ugly. but people say it suits me. LOL. it’s nice to hear that anyways. LOL. I finished work at 9.15 but i stayed back to see what’s Irwin‘s fixing. he’s fixing the projector. so i hang around asking him lots of question and was trying to help. I helped to fix the bulbs.. but i broke 2. LOL. not that i was violent but the bulb thing is spoilt. I was trying to be helpful. =X It feels good when people say i’m smart. hahaha. ok. i know i’m getting “high”. lol. am i getting fatter? oh gosh.