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Every year at this period of time, this is the question I asked myself “He loves me. He loves me not.” and this time around, I wouldn’t ask myself this question anymore… Yes, Valentine Day is just a less than 40 minutes away.. and here I’m sprouting nonsense. A special day it is. I feel loved of cos because i have so many friends around me. Made new friends along the way.. Crapping with friends is one of my fav thing that I love to do. =]

He says he loves me. But he pang seh me when I needed someone the most. And so I don’t have good feelings for him.

He says he likes me. Because I barely know him, so I have good feelings for him from the times we spent together so far. So far, So good.

He says he likes me. Because I know him too long, so I have close buddy feelings for him.

Yucks. What’s wrong with the world nowadays? I get to choose? Ha. Funny. To make choices like that hurts someone’s feeling. But then, I have to make decision. After all, I have rejected one – the one claims he loves me but don’t know everything. But for the another 2 of them. I don’t even know if what they say are real or just for the sake of ‘valentine’s day’ is here. Sigh. He asked me to his house for dinner this sat. Another one asked me out on Valentine’s day. hmmm.. godamnit. Put this aside first. After all, I haven’t been into a real relationship before. A relationship that belongs to me. =] Will this ever come true?

Met hunnie for lunch today. Was kinda ‘she’s kidding me?’ feeling when i read her sms this morning. hahaha. She deserves it. Had my fav kfc today. *yummlicious!* crap for awhile and den went for work. and yes, i am so damn late today. I promised to be early from tomorrow onwards! =D I thought i was dreaming when hunnie smsed me to call her when i wake up. hahaha. It’s a day of scolding her. because she kept laughing at me for ‘god knows what reasons’. See in my pic? I looked fat. =X am i looking fat now? hahaha. If i do. It’s a greatest achievement and, I will try to gain more weight. Like real. hahahaha. anyways, work has been good lately. learnt more stuffs today like how to write off items for internal use, how to restock items, how to create new items, so on. =D Received a yellow rose from a fellow colleague today. He’s the programmer for our entire web system. He got me, jo and pam a rose each. That’s nice of him. haha. and pam is so evil. she purposely asked me if i wanna join them for dinner when i was still working! horrible. =X she’s meanie. hahaha. that’s all for now. time to slp!