It’s Valentine’s Day celebration today. So how’s your day? Received my fav sunflower at the office today.. Send by monkey.. it was delivered to my office today in the afternoon.. even though i know he’s sending me.. but i still got a little shocked. haha. crapping ard in the office, as usual, and had my evening off.. I’m supposed to meet monkey for dinner today.. Went to funan tcc to visit wati & uncle lim.. bought a rose for her and chocolate for uncle lim (as requested by him.).. stayed there until monkey arrived at about 8p.m.. Crap with wati for awhile and kenneth was on shift too. He’s evil. Curse me to fall down. Lame. I was angry with JJ until i couldn’t refrain from scolding wtf to him. kns. don’t like him. but he kept saying he likes me. haha. =X but after he say sorry to me, i am cool. I don’t know why but i feel he’s attituding towards me. humph. talk to him nicely he don’t want. must be fierce then he talk to me nicely. crazy. nvm about him. den we went to this Aria Bistro * Wine Bar at Esplanade for dinner. It’s godamn exp. =X after that we went to kbox. where he asked me that “holy” question.. Sigh. I feel bad though.. but i only treat him as a buddy and nothing else.. =[

Our food.

My lovely sunflowers.

monkey & me.. my hair looks weird. bad hair day. sigh.

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Every year at this period of time, this is the question I asked myself “He loves me. He loves me not.” and this time around, I wouldn’t ask myself this question anymore… Yes, Valentine Day is just a less than 40 minutes away.. and here I’m sprouting nonsense. A special day it is. I feel loved of cos because i have so many friends around me. Made new friends along the way.. Crapping with friends is one of my fav thing that I love to do. =]

He says he loves me. But he pang seh me when I needed someone the most. And so I don’t have good feelings for him.

He says he likes me. Because I barely know him, so I have good feelings for him from the times we spent together so far. So far, So good.

He says he likes me. Because I know him too long, so I have close buddy feelings for him.

Yucks. What’s wrong with the world nowadays? I get to choose? Ha. Funny. To make choices like that hurts someone’s feeling. But then, I have to make decision. After all, I have rejected one – the one claims he loves me but don’t know everything. But for the another 2 of them. I don’t even know if what they say are real or just for the sake of ‘valentine’s day’ is here. Sigh. He asked me to his house for dinner this sat. Another one asked me out on Valentine’s day. hmmm.. godamnit. Put this aside first. After all, I haven’t been into a real relationship before. A relationship that belongs to me. =] Will this ever come true?

Met hunnie for lunch today. Was kinda ‘she’s kidding me?’ feeling when i read her sms this morning. hahaha. She deserves it. Had my fav kfc today. *yummlicious!* crap for awhile and den went for work. and yes, i am so damn late today. I promised to be early from tomorrow onwards! =D I thought i was dreaming when hunnie smsed me to call her when i wake up. hahaha. It’s a day of scolding her. because she kept laughing at me for ‘god knows what reasons’. See in my pic? I looked fat. =X am i looking fat now? hahaha. If i do. It’s a greatest achievement and, I will try to gain more weight. Like real. hahahaha. anyways, work has been good lately. learnt more stuffs today like how to write off items for internal use, how to restock items, how to create new items, so on. =D Received a yellow rose from a fellow colleague today. He’s the programmer for our entire web system. He got me, jo and pam a rose each. That’s nice of him. haha. and pam is so evil. she purposely asked me if i wanna join them for dinner when i was still working! horrible. =X she’s meanie. hahaha. that’s all for now. time to slp!

i got rochers from student today! makes me excited. haha. i gave jo one, because she insisted on eating mine. ahaha. she say if i were to eat all the chocolate myself, i don’t have to eat all the new year goodies. =D and when i went to entertain those students, i went back to see my rocher gone. hahaha. =X shall give pam my another rocher. =D It’s fun working with them. hahaha.

Guess what? I weighted myself yesterday, I gained 2 kg (I hope the weighing machine works perfectly fine.LOL) . that’s the best thing that ever happened to me this time round. Keeps me happy for awhile. Hope to gain more weight, so noone will say i’m thin, skinny.. whatever terms people can come up with. haha. Hooray. =]

It was so freaking hot ytd. But it’s so happening. hahahaha. me & JJ went to Sentosa (last min thingy). Don’t ask me why. The reason is stupid. Because i wanna take the new monorail. haha. Had hello panda, some potato chips and ice cream. Feel like a pig. eating these by myself. haha. It’s such a good day to go for outing like that. Haha. We went to watch musical fountain. Had dinner at Vivo City’s foodcourt and then we went to Marina Sq for some Kbox session! hahaha. After singing for a few hours (we sang from 10 plus till 4a.m!), I’m so tired. Partly was because i didn’t managed to sleep much the nite before. Crap. And here i’m writing my blog on a beautiful sunday. It’s so waste to be at home though. =]

Any idea how hot it was ytd?

The monorail to sentosa. LOL

Signboard. there’s only 4 stops. =.=

The train station.

Here we go!!


Some of JJ‘s pic. HAHA.

Some of the not related to pig’s theme. I wondered why they are there.


Isn’t the little girl cutE? haha

He’s dead.


Shoes.

He contribute to some air pollution.

What am i doing? Kicking his ass? haha

Trying to be extra. =.=

How beautiful is the musical fountain.

It’s KIKI. haha

Bored.

It’s Kbox time! =D

Don, JJ & me

Kill me please. To the certain extend, I don’t feel like living anymore (well, just for today ONLY).

1) Woke up late for work
– Reason being, I was charging my hp and i didn’t realised the time.
– My very intelligent mum just came into the room and tell me it’s almost 9a.m when she could have wake me up earlier no matter what bloody time i reached home last nite.
– I coughed myself to sleep last nite. and i only fall aslp like 6 plus almost 7am in the morning? bloody hell.

2) Spilled my ribena on my desk while searching for stick post
– I have to clean the table with almost half a box of tissue paper.
– My hp had some yummy ribena too. So does the poor mouse.
– I scolded “f” word on the phone because it happened too sudden. (damn.)
– Wet the paper with yummy ribena. (damn waste my ribena can? =[ )
– My shirt now has got some yummy ribena too. =]

3) Suffering stomach ache now.
– damn, tell me how much suay-ness will you encounter early in the morning? Sigh

3 reasons is enough to take my life away? Apparently not. Just some suay-ness early in the morning. argh. But i believe it will be better in the later part of the day… *Self console*

ok, i have finally figured out how to use Front Page. It’s simple actually, just that I think in a complicated way. Haha, stupid me. =] Managed to finish adding in the new package however, I think I need to add in more package? Not sure, need to ask Jo. =] Think somehow my status in BMI is stable, now i’m learning more things. No time to slack (of cos i still have time to eat my junk food!). Haha. It’s friday, so the centre is only me at the counter, no one at the office. Haha. Dorcas was like “Jaymee, are you sure you can?” when she found out Jo & Pam has left… gosh, doubting my ability. Nevermind about that. Haha. Changed the spoilt adaptor in the K2 (1 of the studio), i thought Dorcas said the keyboard was spoilt. Haha.

Went to have my dinner ‘cum’ supper with JJ. Went to P.S TCC (no, not the coffee connoisseur, but the cafe cartel. LOL) to eat. Had chicken wings (well, what else will i order besides that? LoL), my fav milkshake & panfried linguine. =] Everything is fine, just that it’s damn oily. After that we went to play pool (i suggested it. hahaha.), got thrashed. LOL. out of the 2 hours, i only won 2 games… and… somehow i think he gave me some ‘face’. haiz. lousy. muahahaha. den we went to take NR home. and here i’m writing my blog and have less than 4 hrs of sleep. =] wondered if i will be late. (no, i wouldn’t! at least i will try not to.) Poor Jordan has got food poisoning. Hope she will be fine though. I might have no one to crap with tml. =[

I saw that cute student i mentioned the previous time (alvin). He’s so damn cute. omg. talking to him alone makes me wanna giggle but I shall not make it too obvious. In case, he might think that I’m crazy old woman. Haha. Taught him how to use a tuner though. Looking at him… makes me wanna giggle and i even knock the guitar.. slightly.. if u know me, i am sooo – clumsy. yes. i know. everyone says that. Jaymee always knock here knock there, drop this thing drop that thing. hahaha. Even when Pam talks on her hp, (i assume her fren was saying something about her being clumsy because she knocked onto the door) she told the person i’m even more clumsy than her. =.= =X I shall not say anything more about him, after all… he’s younger than me but… ok.. shhh. No more.. hahaha.

I’m finally assigned to more task now. So now, I’m in charge of uploading the course materials for the students to upload. isn’t cool? =] and Jo was teaching me how to use Front Page so I can help her to do some changes for the website. cool isn’t it? But, i forgotten how. damn it. =X Suddenly i remember JJ‘s into web programming, Front Page should be nuggets to him.. Maybe I could ask him to help me do some refresher on programming? hahaha. Just hope he’s helpful enough to help me. Stayed back after work for this moive film screening. Kinda cool.. with lots of food. hahaha. Alas, we didn’t managed to watch finish the show. Kinda.. Got head, body, no ending. haha. Boon Yeow was actually falling asleep! haha. But he was nice to send me home (bcos he stays Boon Lay. 1 month later he’s stays in Sengkang. =.= no free rides for me anymore.) I know the importance of global warming, and now, it’s getting serious. Now they are trying hard to emphasis on the effects of global warming. Sometimes, we just don’t treasure things, taking things for granted. it’s always until it gets worsen or lost then we realised it’s importance..

I’m disappointed with REBECCA KHOO HUI YING. I’m gonna slaughter you when i see you. watch out babe. Good friends are really so hard to find. Even trying to find someone to talk to, it’s so hard. To make myself feel better (to prevent myself from thinking I’m people’s substitute), I even ask the person who can chat with me every night to stop calling me. Stupid decision. Haha. But I shall not have any regrets for saying that out. Since what has done has already been done. =] I feel like I could punch, beat, bite someone now. esp U. On another hand, I received a call from someone named chris calling me to thank me for scheduling make up lesson for him (which never happens, because that chris is none other than – monkey. =.=).. I see thru this stupid plot. hahaha. Try harder next time.

Popcorns, Pops. And the place is filled with its aroma. =]

Funny guy, he is.

She’s Jordan!

I was late for work again. The second this week. But lucky for me, Jasmine was early. =] And I had my weekly evening off today. So i went to meet monkey for movie. and we went to watch “Gridiron Gang” a movie which my younger sister commented nice. So i must admit that true story is always so damn nice. =] and i must admit that The Rock is handsome the more i look at him. lol. I had my manicure after such a long time. hahaha. =] but it’s not the color i really like. But it’s fine though. I always had fun working with these people. =] crapping around. hahaha. like to eat all the junk food. They always make me sound like i’m a greedy pig who ate everything away. hahaha.

Why do i always have this feeling that I’m always a substitute to everyone? Like when someone has noone to go to, they give me a call, feng yun (me) will definitely answer the calls. I don’t know why. But i keep feeling that way. U can say I’m thinking too much. But i just can’t help it. Just like when a guy fren whom i know for less than 2 week calls me almost every night, I can’t help it by thinking “are we really that closE”? Plus the fact that i knew he broke up with his gf like a month ago? oh boy, I’m really thinking too much. And the calls aint short. Sigh. Dilemma. What for? I might start thinking maybe this ‘friend’ of mine might be interested in knowing more about me. hahahaha. crap. This is really thinking too much. To avoid this kind of misunderstanding, I’ll not think so much in the future. haha. relationship sucks most of the time. even the sweetest moment can be poisonous. I don’t wish to fall into this kind of trap. I shall party, party till i drop. dead. hahaha. but i wouldn’t pour out anything to anyone anymore. =] NO MORE. ever.

Oh, My beloved KFC. =] Finally, i get to eat it.

ok, it’s me and me and my mickey mouse earrings!

my manicure! hahaha

me & monkey.

Just as I thought I was ‘early’ for work, so I went to withdraw money for my “allowance” for this week (well, trying to restrict myself from spending a lot before weekends come. =X ) so i ended up ‘late’ for work. Pam opens the door for me when i was at the doorstep. Everything’s fine. Irwin was trying to fix that projector on the wall so we can watch the movie this coming thursday, it took him & Josephine the whole afternoon. =] Nothing special happened. But Pam surprises me when she passes me a pair of mickey mouse earring (the pic on the left). =] she said that this suits me. =D i love this earrings. isn’t it adorable? She got herself the same pair but different color. she said this color suits me. i think it’s rather retro. kinda so cool. And before that she was saying she dont like Mickey Mouse. i influenced her. muahahaha. =D alright. time to watch LOST and go to bed.