Am I too much?

Am i too much?

Am i too much to ask him leave me alone for the whole of this week? I’m frustrated over this relationship.. or was it because relationship is not my cup of tea.. and i should remain single forever? Damn, I m having second thoughts again. This must be the Xth time i’m thinking about it. Nothing about us matches except maybe for the mole on our nose? ha. I guess i m throwing my temper again. What for? I misses him so much everyday, i waited patiently to finish my work early so i can talk to him and of cos i will be disappointed if our conversation is so short when i have been waiting to talk to him. he’s trying to say i’m not understanding. i told him a millionth time if he’s tired den he should slp early. I know he wants to talk to me every nite, not that i don’t want. But he’ll be tired to concentrate on talking to me loh. So in order not to make myself disappointed i told him tat we shall not chat on phone every nite. Sometimes i’m tired too.. but i always waited for his calls. I don’t like this. ahhh, nevermind about this. Sometimes i’ll have this urge to say the ‘forbidden’ sentence to send me back to hell. But i always refrain from saying it out because i don’t wanna hurt this relationship. I just need to know what’s my purpose in this relationship. i need to know. it feels like i m hanging out of nowhere. And den i asked myself, how many times a week i actually meet up with my friends that he has to wait to call me? he said I’m stepping on his tail now. He’s stepping on mine? I’m FENGYUN.