He’s most fu*king cheapo guy i have ever seen. Do i look like i get bullied easily? Do i look like i get cheated by this kind of cheapo asshole easily? Fuck. I think i am. To think i took his words for real.

No, i m NOT talking abt baby.

I’m talking about some cheapo asshole.

SOME ASSHOLE who doesn’t have even fucking $40 to pay up. But want to feed a girlfriend. Who behaves he lent me a million bucks (you dunno how many ZERO does a million has, there you go -> 1,000,000) before we broke up when he only pass me a fucking pathetic $10 (he doesn’t know how many ZERO does a ten has, there you go -> 10) which he said i used to “feed” gigolo. =] From January until February until March. He drags. It’s only fucking $40 bucks! kaoz. How i wish his r/s are so sweet with no quarrels. The girl will abide his fucking childish thinking. With absolutely NO jealousy. With absolutely NO friends. With absolutely NO rivals. have a happy ending. =] This is what i have wished. Hope it will come true. =]

YES. I AM TALKING ABOUT HIM. THAT PATHETIC ASSHOLE. who complains EVERY BAD THING about me, but NEVER realise he’s OF THE SAME KIND too. PLEASE, if you ever bump into someone fat, who keep saying he’s handsome + he looks like some handsome actor, PLEASE RUN. I regret bumping into someone like him. And i don’t want someone to follow my footstep. =] It’s a warning.

I m glAD we talk it out.. =]

Had a little quarrel.

hate it so much.

think of it, it makes me cry.

=[

but it’s fine now.

sigh.

Guys always want their girlfriends to be sweet towards them. Especially when they are still in camp. They want their girlfriends to say something sweet and do something sweet for them.

I’m heartbroken whenever he say i am not sweet. =[ for this reason. I don’t wanna talk to him anymore. I’m serious. i HATE him for saying that. I really do. you can say i’m over-sensitive. but, I’m just me. What is he expecting from a person like me? =[

I bought my new laptop today (Acer Aspire 5585). finally. have to make some VERY big scarifices to get this lappy. Bought it at the IT Show 2007. It costs me almost $2000. =] I’m happy and sad at the same time. HAHA. lucky baby made it on time to book in! otherwise i will feel super bad. he waited for me till i get my laptop and we are unable to take cab hm because there is a lot of ppl waitin. and i saw mao shi & ah xiang. =] haven’t seen them for ages~ if mao shi nv say “ni hen chao” into my ears i wouldn’t even notice them! haha. Crap with them for a little while. Damn! i almost forget i didn’t reali have any decent meal. But i had dinner at his hse. =]

WEnt Kbox last nite. with don & sofia. both are his frens. had a tired and fun nite with them. tired because i only have 3 hrs of slp on fri. haha. damn. can’t u image how tired i am NOW? so i m gonna post some pic tml. until my laptop’s setup finished. Im very lacking of slp!

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Had my evening off today. Such a busy day once again. Made a lot of phone calls these few days and i’m running out of ‘water’. LOL. I had my evening off today and meet up with some of my gfs. [baby, don’t be jealous k. =] ] Haven’t seen Jess & Jo for months~ the last time i saw them was val‘s bday (Which is in NOV~). Li & Val came for the dinner. =] but they went off after dinner. so secretive. *suspicious* Jess went to meet bf for movie. den the rest of us went to chill outside paragon while waiting for Jo‘s frens to come. den me & amy went home first after her frens came.. chatted with baby on fone and he’s coughing badly. =.= poor thing. it’s fri!!! will see him in XX hrs. hahaha. can’t wait. didn’t managed to take pics with the rest and they left. Sigh.

looking on a brighter side, i might have mango pudding to eat tomorrow~ hahaha. Dorcas say she will make some for me if she got time. cool huh? I have not eat mango for a long time. How i missed the time i spent in tcc eating a lot food? with subway so near tcc, i can buy chocolate chips cookie whenever i feel like to? I missed bugging tim to give me a treat. LOL. How i miss crapping with susu and the rest during working.. How i Missed them. =[

me & amy

us

the weighing machine i bought. and my sis asked me WHY i bought such a cute weighing machine. LOL

1 more day to see him.

2 more days to see my laptop. LOL

I’m excited. Can you feeel my excitement? =]

It’s gonna be a busy week for me. Next week will be even more busy. I wanna watch movie!!! MOVIES MOVIES MOVIES. i need time. MORE time. =[

weekends = so little time, too many things to do.

I need more time!

and i miss my baby. I’m glad it’s finally going to be tuesday. =] den i can see him soon. can’t wait!