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Today i was pretty upset with baby’s attitude towards. He said i was thinking too much and i shdn’t expect him to be sweet to me all the time and he think his attitude towards me is ok. What really hurts me was, he said i’m not sweet, thus there will be time he’s not sweet. Reason being, he’s still angry about me going shopping on last sunday even though i kept apologising to him. when i asked him not to be angry, he said ok. but that was a lie. he can’t let it go. I kept having this urgue to cry. i even went to the toilet because i can feel my tears coming down and i don’t want anyone to see. it doesn’t matter to him if his words hurts me. it doesn’t matter. but still i have to pretend to be happy – the normal self. because i don’t want anyone to see that i’m unhappy.. but Marcus can see that i’m unhappy. because, he was sitting beside me.

Nevertheless, I am still able to make myself happy by sabo-ing Wilson’s locker. he was sad that we didn’t sabo him on his birthday. Asked and he shall be given. haha. But then it was pretty obvious that i was the one doing all these stuffs, my handwriting loh. hahaha. i had a good time laughing. and of cos, wilson likes to disturb me. but at least he will call and check if i’m ok, because he kept disturbing me. i’m easy target i guess. hahaha. that’s why i’m a guinue pig (whatever, i dont know the spelling) for the new syllabus for the keyboard. hahaha. LOL. =] after that i went to meet my sis & cacca. because i have took my evening off and amy said she couldn’t meet me anymore… expected. we went to Jack’s pub again bcos my sis needs to pick up rate card from Jack. i won 5 rounds of pool straight! haha. my sister say i’m there to cheat food, cheat drink and cheat pool to play. hahaha. and then when Jack told us his sister said he’s getting gay these days, it makes me wanna laugh. =] i had a fun time tonight. but, deep in my mind, i’m still upset the fact baby did not reply me.

This is my artistic work with Jasmine

His fav biscuit. and of cos this is my work. i helped him seal up. hahah

This is uncle wilson!

me & caca