Upset

I bought this cute drink (even though the drink is out for X years, but it’s in can~!)

me & Shaun

me & my sister

yup, the 3 of us.

i simply hate it when a guy has no respect for his lady. No respect for me will only end up in break up. and i’m very serious about it. be it, angry words or not. and i simply hate it when my BF says i’m FLIRTING with another guy because i failed to inform him which guy i went out with. then, he said he don’t trust me anymore because i broke the trust. he said i didn’t tell him when i see him. well, at least i told him i’m going over to my sis’s pub and common sense would tell him i WOULDN’T go such places ALONE. and then he say he doesn’t wanna see me for this coming week. so be it. i have had enough of this tantrum. i believe i don’t have to seek for his permission to go out with any guy/girl frens. this is what i call human rights. i’m not even married to him, and even so, i have my own right to go out with my frens. be it girl or boy, man or woman, uncle or auntie. a guy who doesn’t give respect to girl can’t be any good. sometimes, i feel that this bf of mine isn’t respecting me at all. everyone just tell me that i should know him more before i enter the relationship with him.. i think i was blind then. sometimes humans do regret. when he’s the THIRD bf saying the SAME thing. i have this urge to end this earlier because i believe i don’t have to torlerate this kind of childish behaviour and i don’t deserve it. after all, it’s not like noone wants me. he promised not to repeat other bf’s words, but promises are meant to be broken. he even accuse me that i’m using “missing my sis” as an excuse to go out with Shaun. and this is holy crap. he was the one who didn’t wanna acc me on saturday night because he had spent quite a lot of money on friday, now he said things lidat? we had our quarrels fortnightly. how nice. argh. HELP! i’m upset by this.