broken heart.

can u hear my heart crying babe? can you? my heart has sank just like how titanic sank many many years ago, just tat my heart was broken into small pieces long time ago before it sank. watching how relationship kills me, i rather be alone. single. seeing how bf threatening me, i wished we never started. when was the best time of the relationship? before it starts actually. people said it’s not wise to have a nsman as a bf, now i strongly agree. they are just thinking too much on the details like who their gf went out with, are they telling the truth. but that’s so much for honesty. that’s what i got back for being honest to bf. “Cheating” on him by tellin him i went out with a gd guy fren for some food. don’t trust and don’t wanna see me. when i asked him he reali dun wanna see me, he just ans “hmm” (agreeing with what i asked him).. then i have this damn urge to cry. why is bf so mean to me? i strongly believe that when a couple has an issue it’s not wise to ask the gd guy fren to clear up the issue because it might become even more worse, i have such experience before. this make me an idiot to think i believe that he say he’s fine with me going out with my guy fren. it’s a bloody lie.