i guess, we are running out of love. we started so fast, now we have got nothing left. do we still have the love from the beginning? i could sense it flowing away; away from us.

i guess, we are running out of patience. we were too patience from the beginning, now we left with zero patience. time has sucked all the patience away from us.

i guess, we have personality crash. we are two stubborn people together. but i don’t want to be the only one giving in to you. can’t you just give in to me? sometimes, the actions u did to me, really hurts me deeply; without you realising.

i guess, we have nothing left to say but angry words. my angry words, his angry words. this is never gonna end. i know. i just knew it.

i guess, we are running out of time. thus this is the end of our love story? it takes 2 hands to clap. i don’t wanna be in this relationship alone. where are u? i don’t see you anywhere anymore. i do not want a prolong relationship that leds us to nowhere. both of us need a direction to somewhere. i was hoping that you will be my direction, someone whom i can follow forever. but somehow, i guess this decision made was wrong. we are not meant to be. [if we are meant to be, God tell me. or YOU tell me?]

if i can’t use my blog to vent out my anger. den what’s the point of my blog?

+ Bf throws his temper back at you when you threw your temper at him for not meeting you when you have waited for him the whole darn day JUST BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING OUTSIDE [waited for him to wake up from his sleep, wait for him to finish his dinner]

+ He said you are just PMS-ing (well maybe that’s true, but still. I’M A GIRL.)

+ Then he would give you the same attitude you gave him the night

+ He just won’t coax you at all

+ Then when you told him that you had a bad night last night, he would apologised and then when you say something more, he would then say “I say sorry loh. Den what you want me to do?” this kind of suck up attitude.

+ Then when you typed [GO AWAY] in your MSN personal message, he typed [fuck you! Get Lost!]. what was your reaction?

+ Then he would say “we meet more than last time already what.. why complain? it’s not i run away” [perhaps you wont run, but i will be the one doing that]

i simply hated this relationship. and i don’t know why i’m still in it. i don’t feel myself being treasured by him. I DON’T AT ALL. when i told him about this, he would always say ‘didn’t my actions proved my love for you?’. but i just don’t feel it anymore. i just don’t.