Gave Up

+ Bf throws his temper back at you when you threw your temper at him for not meeting you when you have waited for him the whole darn day JUST BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING OUTSIDE [waited for him to wake up from his sleep, wait for him to finish his dinner]

+ He said you are just PMS-ing (well maybe that’s true, but still. I’M A GIRL.)

+ Then he would give you the same attitude you gave him the night

+ He just won’t coax you at all

+ Then when you told him that you had a bad night last night, he would apologised and then when you say something more, he would then say “I say sorry loh. Den what you want me to do?” this kind of suck up attitude.

+ Then when you typed [GO AWAY] in your MSN personal message, he typed [fuck you! Get Lost!]. what was your reaction?

+ Then he would say “we meet more than last time already what.. why complain? it’s not i run away” [perhaps you wont run, but i will be the one doing that]

i simply hated this relationship. and i don’t know why i’m still in it. i don’t feel myself being treasured by him. I DON’T AT ALL. when i told him about this, he would always say ‘didn’t my actions proved my love for you?’. but i just don’t feel it anymore. i just don’t.