Yup. I have double confirm chopped, that this relationship hopelessly childish and that it cannot be saved. I have asked him twice as usual, or maybe in the past i would have asked more times… but, what’s the point? He got his ego thingy.. CHildish guys, i have had enough. and they should be OUT of my life and NEVER to come in again. my doors are shut now. unless, there is a guy who will make me feel so treasured, loved by him.. and this could go on forever without change. for him? it changed. He’s a totally changed person now. Fancy him throwing temper on me just because i failed to type my sentence properly.. missing out the word “out” after the going. I have put my heart and soul in it. So now it’s time for me to take my heart and soul out. Can’t believe that the reason for us to break up can be so stupid. I gave in, I apologized to him… but he refused step back. He wants to be mad. So be it. I have contributed enough tears and time and energy… trying to do all i can to save this relationship. But in a relationship it takes 2 hands to clap. i wanted to clap, he doesn’t wanna lend me his hand, this fails. I have loved him. I tried to do my part. And this is the end.

aiyo, fengyun, how many times must i tell you once you break up from a relationship, you must learn to accept it! why are you still persistant to know if he still loves you? does it matters now? if he loves you; really loves you, would he mention break up in the first place when he’s angry? that’s if he really loves you. now that he mentioned break up, it means that he no longer loves you.. or perhaps he has changed of heart? you should have notice the change long time ago. or you have noticed it long time ago? he’s a changed person now. if you realised, maybe long time ago he stopped loving you and he was only using this as an excuse to break up? you will never know. anyways, there are alot of guys out there what. why? scare you can’t get a bf meh? even if you can’t get a bf it’s ok what, you still have your friends around. maybe you were too giving in this relationship, that’s why this relationship doesn’t work out. in the past you were stubborn, now you are giving. either way, your relationship doesn’t last at all. you and him are not meant to be. i think i have told you maybe a thousand times. wake up from your idea ok? see this is what happens when you tries HARD. be smarter the next time so you wouldn’t get hurt alright? it hurts to see you cry so much.