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After so much writing, i just love him too much lah. HOw to let go?!

Can God send someone down to save me? =[ i’m hopelessly drowing in this. i can’t think anymore. and i’m falling sick. can you help me? =[ because i missed him so much… but he doesn’t wanna see me.. and this really hurts me lot. can you see my heart bleeding and crying at the same time? he asked me to think of a solution to this.. but even i can think of a hundred solution, i know i will make the mistake subconsciouness. i don’t wanna promise him and den i made the mistake again, this will make him even more pissed. But i’m only a human. Human error.. It’s common. Why doesn’t he allow me to make mistake when he can? OR, should i really forsake this and continue? after all… it’s not like i can’t have a new bf… but i love him so much.. =[

i’m really sorry le loh. for not completing my sentence. it was unintentional… but den why does bf treat me like grass now? = am i worthless?