+ Bf throws his temper back at you when you threw your temper at him for not meeting you when you have waited for him the whole darn day JUST BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING OUTSIDE [waited for him to wake up from his sleep, wait for him to finish his dinner]

+ He said you are just PMS-ing (well maybe that’s true, but still. I’M A GIRL.)

+ Then he would give you the same attitude you gave him the night

+ He just won’t coax you at all

+ Then when you told him that you had a bad night last night, he would apologised and then when you say something more, he would then say “I say sorry loh. Den what you want me to do?” this kind of suck up attitude.

+ Then when you typed [GO AWAY] in your MSN personal message, he typed [fuck you! Get Lost!]. what was your reaction?

+ Then he would say “we meet more than last time already what.. why complain? it’s not i run away” [perhaps you wont run, but i will be the one doing that]

i simply hated this relationship. and i don’t know why i’m still in it. i don’t feel myself being treasured by him. I DON’T AT ALL. when i told him about this, he would always say ‘didn’t my actions proved my love for you?’. but i just don’t feel it anymore. i just don’t.

what am i doing?

suddenly i have this pissed off feeling.

just go away everyone.

i need to slp.

Whose action does this picture reminds you of?

A familiar action from the very someone whom we are always talking about.

A familiar someone of a higher position.

shouldn’t make it too obvious. =X

and yes, only the BMI-ers will know. =]

*** picture contribution goes to Abigail. =] Thanks for posing. LOL

Went to meet hunnie for dinner and then qing ren (peili) for some kbox session. ok, after all these, i’m broke! hooray! =] we went to Lerk Thai to have dinner, and they are having this dinner “eat-all-you-can-buffet” dinner.. thus, me & hunnie ordered that. even though everything is small portion, but we didn’t managed to finish it because there are food i don’t eat after all. =X and when the food came, it filled up the whole table, literally. then we went to Marina Sq to have our kbox session. [we almost end up in MOS alright]… Lawerence tot we are supposed to go see penguins ytd (saturday)! omg. =[ thus, i m at home now.. doing nothing.. because noone ask me out! gosh.

this is our dinner. =X

us at Lerk Thai

This is what we cal multi tasking – singing, smsing, posing at the same time. =]

me & lover

these are my woman. HAHA

what she is doing? =.=

today, i am a good girl. sat at my desk, do my work. was trying my best to compile the emails from the complimentary students so that i can send it to Pamela ASAP. but still, i can only manage to finish it at about b4 i do closing. =[ it’s a lot of email and typing loh. i was trying to do till it’s readable for them. and then i meet cacca for dinner. well, i might wanna try for a airline. went to meet baby at JP for ‘supper’ though. because i m sure he hasn’t taken his dinner. =X wanted to have ice cream but i changed my mind. i have my cravings for ice cream since yesterday. baby bring me to eat ice cream soon k? haha. whatever. it’s time for me to go.

it’s our 5th month today. =] love u. =]

my mini little booboo dropped out. =[ so i can’t hang it to my hp now. argh. anyways, bf came by to my workplace to fetch me. =] so i didn’t get to wait for abigail to go home together. so me and baby went to lao pa sak to have supper. oh well, he didn’t have his lunch nor dinner, and he’s behaving like a pig. =X den we headed home.

think it’s time to review on my job prospective. what am i gaining from this work. besides ‘good’ money, good colleagues… maybe some spiritual imparts. i love my colleagues there. but sometimes, i’m too restless to do the things i’m supposed to do – faithfully. checking studios etc, are boring. sometimes i think i need something that is EXCITING. hahah. sigh. i would love to try to be air stewardess. of any airline, as long as i have this opportunty to fly ard the world. certain airlines, are too tough for me to get it, especially when it’s so competitive. if not, i wanna be someone else.. do something that would impact the whole world, does it includes being a terrorist? oh no! i’m NOT! as i was listening to what josephine said today. i agreed totally with her that i was too slacking in my job. partly because i’m damn restless to sit on the chair for 8hrs w/o chatting with the rest of them. ok, perhaps, i just wanna be part of the gossip. ha. whatever it is, i think it’s time for me to start being like an adult. i do feel myself childish. that’s why people always treat me like a small kid. sigh. that’s not what i want to be.

Michelle’s good fwen is back!

moi teacher is back!

she’s back!!

the person is none other than

BERNICE!

heh heh.

missed her so very muchie.

and yes,

ms mah is coming back tml!

i miss her. =[

and finally bf doesn’t have to book in anymore. stay out. which means lesser time, more days spent together. =] which means i have more time to meet my frens! haha.

Friday, 13.07.2007

WEnt for prawning with Jesslin & co to celebrate her bday. =] we had fun time prawning even though we didn’t caught a lot of prawns. it’s the process that count. and of cos it’s a new way to celebrate bday without doing the “usual” things; clubbing etc. let the pics do the job. =]

themis & me. my sec sch love ‘lover’? =.=

me & lao pa

jo, jess, me!

ah xiang

ah bao, me, kuan chong

me & the fake pilot zhong heng

me & jo

my supper kahki, lawrence (lao ren)

Saturday, 14.07.2007

yesyes! this is what we call office sabotage. HAHAHA. this table belongs to Bernice. i wondered what’s her reaction. =X

and then at night, i went to catch a movie, Harry Potter and The Order Of The Phoenix, with Lawrence and Melvin. i forgot to take pics. =[ it’s cute to see Melvin botak. HAHA. =X i would give the movie 3 stars out of 5. i saw this sesame street t-shirt at NewUrbanMale. it’s damn pretty.. but at the same time, it’s damn expensive. it’s $59.90 for that t-shirt alone. and the material feels like it will have a hole if you wash it too often. =[ it’s kinda wasteful if i were to spend that kind of money on a t-shirt.. but, it’s REALLY pretty.. =[ i hate it when pretty t-shirt which is not supposed to be expensive, is damn expensive. i wondered who will buy it. i mean, apart from those rich people. Sigh. BF, wil you buy for me? ha. perhaps, in my dream.

Sunday, 15.07.2007

Woke up late. and went to meet Yi Hui (poly fren) whom i have not seen for 1.5 years and more. HAHA. =] have stomachache the whole damn day and was unable to finish my food (say, i only eat a few mouth).. damn wasted. as usual, he likes to suan me. flood me with cold jokes. hahaha. it’s pretty lame. it’s like the qns Marcus asked: what do you call a prawn who doesnt have legs? Ans: lame xia (sia)… =.= u bet. hahaha. den we went to Kbox at abt 7p.m and den we went home at abt 10p.m. and it’s damn cheap to go kbox on a sunday~! cos there is no cover charge. hehe!

see how a guy act cute?

what’s with that expression?

gosh, same expression loh

he looks like he wanna kill someone. and tat person happens to be me. haha!

i don’t like bf. he went to MOS 2 days straight.