DAtes

I have been trying to read the book, I Kissed Dating Goodbye, faithfully.. [if i have been praying so faithfully to God as well, i guess i might have the answer in my head]. i know something is wrong, pulling me away from someone important. i know it’s right in front of me. I have to struggle between the truth and the things that’s happening around me. i feel so tired for working.. sometimes i think my job scope is getting ridiculous… but what to do? i’m taking salary from others. oh well… am i being crude to people recently? somehow i think my words are getting out of hand.. the image i have been trying to protray myself in, has been tarished by me. i need someone to get me out of this. real soon please. relationship has become so ‘burden’ to my shoulders. i wondered why do i have to do things to make it work when baby doesn’t even care? maybe it’s time to release myself from all these. can baby please show me that you care about all these. because i m getting confused over here.