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it feels like i have been taken granted for. it feels like i’m not being appreciated. i feel so shitty now. i feel like crying again but i have cried the whole night. i don’t understand why he can remain angry for so long (and still claims he doesn’t remain angry for more than a day. it’s 2 days already) and he likes to ‘do things back at me’ on purpose. i don’t understand why he needs to react/behave that way. and i didn’t mean to don’t pick up his calls what, maybe i did when he gave me the missed call for the last 2 times (but i swear for the previous 13 missed calls or so, i really didn’t know!) because i scare he’s angry i went supper with them when he’s already angry with me for leaving the office late. but he purposely hang up mine. not once, not twice, but many many times. i’m tired. i confronted him, ask him why he hang up my calls, he say because i didn’t pick up his calls. i’m tired. very. and before that i was happy because we didn’t have any quarrels for more than 2 weeks. and then now he just say unhappy then BREAK. =] i don’t understand this or him anymore. what have i done to deserve all this shit?