Went out with my mama, brothers and younger sister to Bukit Batok because mama wants to get a new hp and i wanna go n “kio sai”. hahaha. because i wanna get new hp too. =[ ok, i admit i always tempted to get new hp.. and my current hp i just got it last year lo. =X but i love n73 still.. i want to get the HTC touch phone.. because it’s damn cool.. and my hp can trade in for $300.. which i can’t bear to part… so i might as well wait for the price to drop and save money for that at the same time. so i told mama that i wanna get the hp when my brother’s hp plan finishes. as my bday present. LOL. that will be in november! and mama say ok. but i will have to pay the difference. i can wait. =] then i went to look for peili and her friends [at clementi Kbox] even though i didn’t have my dinner because i was running late to meet her.. had a fun time singing. gosh, i love singing… shall we go again? hahaha. then we went to the coffeeshop nearby to have some food before heading home. and i wanna make her my dinner kakis on friday. hee.
He’s the prisoner. in a basket. LOL.
The pirated sesame street. Look how ugly they are. Yucks. but they are stupid lah. and stupid things lidat are damn hilarious.
meet up with peili for dinner on friday.. was very angry with her because she made me go to Raffles Place and change venue to Harbourfront after waiting for her for about 10 mins. and i’m a sick person lo. but she bought me jelly beans. haha. walk around for a little while then peili went out for smoke and we sat there for almost 3 hours. -.- then we head to Boat Quay because Themis enlisting on saturday.. so it’s like a “farewell” for him.. then i went to look for baby….
went to watch “Permonition” with Sze tien.. i couldn’t suppress my sadness.. i just couldn’t.. maybe when i wake up for the next few days i wouldn’t feel so bad. don’t make me feel so sad.. i was having slight fever ytd when i went to consult a doc.. then i took med and feel slpy after all.. gosh… i wish you are here.
i was supposed to be happy. Supposed to be. i was happy that we are back together, i was happy when he bought me a little present which surprises me. i was happy spending time with him. so even though i’m sick, i will still meet him because i’m happy just to see him. but what makes me unhappy is that he’s not concern about me when i’m sick.. i’m just upset with this, othewise i am contented with everything else. simply because i thought love can change someone. i hate to say this.. he agreed to treat me better.. not that he’s not treating me good. but he can treat me better. i don’t wish to feel inferior to his friends. why can’t he show a little concern towards me? he made me feel worse… worse than just being sick.. when i told him i got fever, he said nothing, did nothing.. it feels like he has used lots of knives and pierced thru my heart, unknowingly or knowingly. all i hope is he care about me a little. i never wanna break up.. but i am too hurt by his coldness. will you PLEASE care about me? PLEASE?
Leave Out All The Rest
My fav song. Linkin Parks’ new album. =]
Lyrics I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I’m done here
So if you’re asking me I want you to know
[Chorus] When my time comes Forget the wrong that I’ve done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed
And don’t resent me And when you’re feeling empty Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest [End Chorus]
Don’t be afraid I’ve taken my beating I’ve shared what I made
I’m strong on the surface Not all the way through I’ve never been perfect But neither have you
Went out with my mama, brothers and younger sister to Bukit Batok because mama wants to get a new hp and i wanna go n “kio sai”. hahaha. because i wanna get new hp too. =[ ok, i admit i always tempted to get new hp.. and my current hp i just got it last year lo. =X but i love n73 still.. i want to get the HTC touch phone.. because it’s damn cool.. and my hp can trade in for $300.. which i can’t bear to part… so i might as well wait for the price to drop and save money for that at the same time. so i told mama that i wanna get the hp when my brother’s hp plan finishes. as my bday present. LOL. that will be in november! and mama say ok. but i will have to pay the difference. i can wait. =] then i went to look for peili and her friends [at clementi Kbox] even though i didn’t have my dinner because i was running late to meet her.. had a fun time singing. gosh, i love singing… shall we go again? hahaha. then we went to the coffeeshop nearby to have some food before heading home. and i wanna make her my dinner kakis on friday. hee.
Listen to my heart beat 