Hurt

i was supposed to be happy. Supposed to be. i was happy that we are back together, i was happy when he bought me a little present which surprises me. i was happy spending time with him. so even though i’m sick, i will still meet him because i’m happy just to see him. but what makes me unhappy is that he’s not concern about me when i’m sick.. i’m just upset with this, othewise i am contented with everything else. simply because i thought love can change someone. i hate to say this.. he agreed to treat me better.. not that he’s not treating me good. but he can treat me better. i don’t wish to feel inferior to his friends. why can’t he show a little concern towards me? he made me feel worse… worse than just being sick.. when i told him i got fever, he said nothing, did nothing.. it feels like he has used lots of knives and pierced thru my heart, unknowingly or knowingly. all i hope is he care about me a little. i never wanna break up.. but i am too hurt by his coldness. will you PLEASE care about me? PLEASE?

Leave Out All The Rest

My fav song. Linkin Parks’ new album. =]

Lyrics
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I’m done here

So if you’re asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beating
I’ve shared what I made

I’m strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I’ve never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you’re asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
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Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You’ve learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You’ve learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are
I can’t be who you are