upset

i feel like crying the whole day. having to suppress the feeling of crying is so damn hard. especially i can’t cry in front of him. i needed someone to talk to… but where can i find? Hunnie called me back today… at least i feel i’m not alone… weikang keep me accompany today too.. so i’m not alone tonight. but when i’m alone, i tended to think alot… and this makes me wanna cry.. hunnie say it’s time to move on… she knows how i feel… i don’t know what i should do… i’m so lost now.. can someone tell me now? i have nonsense people coming to tag in my blog.. i guess they are friends… otherwise how would he know i deleted their remarks? small kids…

i’m so paranoid.. i’m so frustrated… i even told that guy i maybe like him… that’s even more stupid…

“I sounded a break in a very calm manner. I did not pick any fight with you. I still care for you. But I don’t love you anymore. It’s very true that whatever I said or do last time it’s all true. Just bare that in mind. It’s the most wonderful time. Sorry got to end it because I really do not love you as much as before.”
Can you tell me why he doesn’t love me anymore? *hurt*