tears

i really hate to cry… but whenever people mentioned/asked me what happened to me, i can’t control my tears from rolling down my cheeks.

when today Josephine asked me to meet her for awhile, my gut feeling told me she’s going to ask me what happened to me because i haven’t been talking to the rest of the people that much.. and i didn’t eat that much too.. basically, i didn’t eat at all… but i appreciate their concerns towards me. she asked if i wanna take one day leave tomorrow, to settle my own feelings… but i didn’t want to stay at home and cry by myself, so i told her I’m going to work… and i appreciate when aunty Dorcas gave me a box of pocky…

and i also appreciate Don for calling me back today… i thought he was being “dao” until he doesn’t wanna reply me or call me back… appreciate that he listen to me… =] and again, my tears flow out immediately hearing his name… =[